I need not say that I am extremely anxious to hear from home but owing
to circumstances I scarcely dare hope that I shall enjoy that pleasure soon
owing to the fact that we are constantly on the wing. Since leaving Lynchburg
we have travelled on foot near 100 miles. Our course has been zigzag. The
ground broken and muddy. The weather rainy. Food plenty but dressed and prepared
badly. Speaking of food I will say in passing that Virginia is a great stock
raising country. Fine horses fine cows. It is a section if not flowing in
wine and honey; abounding in milk and butter. We have drawn as daily rations
beef which if it was properly salted and dressed would be considered a dainty
even by an Epicurean palate. We have found the people of Virginia hospitable
and kind furnishing with bread and butter and buttermilk all who call until
their supply is exhausted. How long we shall remain at this point is uncertain.
One Regiment left this morning for a point called Big Spring said to be a
place of great importance to both Federalists and Confederates and both are
striving for its possession. It is occupied at present by our forces and
we are rapidly concentrating a large army there. I understand we are ordered
to leave for Big Springs distant about 30 miles. The enemy are reported and
no doubt correctly to have large forces in the neighborhood. All bound for
the place where a fight is daily expected. We have our picket guard out this
morning for the first time with our Regiment. We passed quite a number of
them on our march yesterday. A pretty sure indication that an enemy is at
least supposed to be about. At a Town called Montery I met the 1st Georgia
Regiment which suffered almost incredible hardships and made a miraculous
escape at Laurel Hill fight having been cut off from the main body and wandered
many a weary mile & day without food or shelter amid the rugged mountains
persued by an enemy as cruel and relentless as death itself. Many of them
are suffering from rheumatism. Among them I made the acquaintance of Samuel
Giles a son of Jno. M. Giles. The Virginians suffer more from sickness and
there is a greater mortality in their ranks than among the other Regiments.
We frequently hear the volley of musketry that says but too truly a soldier
is deposited in his quarters to abide the decision of the last great day.
Many Many sad hearts will there be at the conclusion of this struggle be
the result what it may. Many a widowed wife many a stricken sister. Many
a heart broken Mother will mourn over the untimely death of the dear departed
though no hostile missile inflict the blow. I frequently shed the sympathetic
tears when I reflect upon the amount of human mysery that must ensue from
this bloody conflict. Woe to that man or party that are responsible for the
existing state of affairs. I believe before God that my dear loved sunny
South is innocent in this matter. Think not My Dear Wife that I am melancholy
or despondent. It is painful to be separated from you from my daughters and
sons to suffer the hardships and dangers of camp life. To forego the pleasure
of domestic tranquillity for the turmoil noise and bustle of a mixed multitude
but the path of duty is not only the way of safety but of substantial enjoyment
& honor. I feel that I belong to my country that if my Wife and daughter
were but men they too would be by my side bravely defending their insulted
and invaded country. I feel that in acting I have but proven myself to be
worthy their love & affection. I am anxious to hear how my Dear Cornelia
comes on with her school let her perform all her duties with alacrity read
and improve her mind naturally a very gifted one by reading good books curb
her temper and cultivate a cheerful and agreeable temper & disposition.
Let my son Henry apply his mind to the acquisition of useful knowledge shun
the company of the vicious and wicked and perform all the duties for a time
of Father & Son. Henry do be kind to your sisters and brothers for your
own sake and for your absent Fathers sake. All my solicitude is on account
of my loved ones. Oh what wants I forfeit now for a romp with Samuel Daniel
and Anna. What rapture it would afford
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Huntersville Virginia August 5th 1861 (cont'd)
me to clasp them in my embrace and see their sparkling eyes and kiss their
dimpled cheeks. Seldom are you absent from my thoughts. May God in his infinite
mercy grant us a happy reunion on earth and resting place at his right hand.
I have had command of the Company for several days being the only commissioned
officer present. Capt. Lester had to remain at Montery as witness before
a court martial. Our Major the Culprit charges with drunk and other misdemeanors.
Lieut David had been Acting Quartermaster for the Regiment and Lieut Seale
has not yet joined us having obtained six weeks leave at Atlanta. Let Miss
Harriet Paxton know that Hen is well he is the best orderly in the Reg by
common consent and our officers and Company are the favorites of the field
officers. Our officers are all very kind and Gentlemanly. I am much pleased
with their social affability but think I have seen better military leaders
there is but one on our sick list and he is improving rapidly that is Wm.
Thompson. I think he will be able to march in a day or so. Write and direct
to Richmond A. V. Brumby's Regiment Geo. Military Thus
Lieut J B Patterson
Richmond
A. V. Brumby's Reg G.M. B.
I must now quit
Yours as ever
s/ J B Patterson
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Camp at Marlam Bottom Pochahontas County Va Aug 21st 1861
My Dear Wife and children
You cannot well conceive the gratification afforded me by the reception
of your joint letter Tears of pride and joy attested my gratitude to the
________________________________________________________for the possession
__________
_______________________________________________________________________ a
family. So loveable________ for disquiet and
_____________________________________________ amid the exposure and hardship
of camp life has been a fear that my dear loved ones were perhaps debarred
the comforts and necessaries of life. Once assured on this point I cheerfully
forgo all domestic comfort. Manfully sustain absence from my heart treasures.
Bravely bare the hardships of a soldier life or dare the dangers of the tented
field. I thank you Cornelia my daughter for the remark that despite the pain
of separation and in despite your gloomy forbodings. You would not have me
elsewhere. Cheer up my daughter be not despondent. Remember this is no chance
governed world that not a sparrow falleth to the ground without the knowledge
of our Father that the hairs of our head are numbered. Then cheer up pursue
the path of duty with an unfaltering step. Be not discouraged by petty
opposition. Merit demands as a necessity a foil that may show __________.
Let not the gloomy ______________________________ the pleasures of
_____________________________________ be truly grateful to
______________________________ it behooves us to enjoy. Henry my
____________________ loved Son your communication gave me great pleasure That
fatherly care that kind attention to which you allude so thankfully and
gratefully was repaid by the delicate allusion to the deep seated gratitude
felt and the pledge that the world is to be the better and not the worse
from your having lived in it. Your avowed determination to become a Minister
of the Gospel meets my hearty approbation Yet permit me to remark that it
is a point requiring careful and prayerful consideration. It is no light
matter to appear as a spokesman for God. Angels might well ask who is worthy
for these things I make these suggestions not to discourage you but that
you may weigh well and feel deeply the whole extent of your responsibilities
where assumed. Samuel my loved son be a good and affectionate boy to your
mother brothers and sisters and I think you might write
me ________________________________________________ be kind
______________________________ to all but especially ____________________
roommates. Dannie my boy __________ have not forgotten you. As I go to bed
at night I never fail to think of that little boy that would always sleep
with his papa. You must kiss Anna six times for pa and tell her not to forget
me. I would like to see Sammy and yourself in your boy company drill and
compare your maneuvers with the movements of our l4th Ga. Regiment and the
skill promptitude and military bearing of your 1st Lieutenant with that of
a certain 2nd Lieutenant in Company E. And now for a few general remarks
and I must close for parade.
There has been a good deal of sickness in our regiment since it left
Lynchburg. Measles and mumps are common and on account of the exposure and
want of proper necessary medical attendance. There has been but one death
in our regiment & that occurred in our Company at Huntersville a man
by the name of Dodds. William Thompson I think will die though I learn that
he is better this morning. He has enjoyed no health since we left Atlanta
and has the mumps and measles combined. There are several others of our company
on the sick list but all doing well. Lieut David is quite unwell with measles
this morning but he is comfortably housed and well attended to and I think
is doing very well as the disease is well developed. Lieut Seale joined us
last friday and is fat & hearty. Our Company and especially our officers
are favorites with the field officers of the Regiment. Lieut David has been
detailed as Acting Qr Master and I was detailed as Post Master at
Huntersville
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Camp at Marlam Bottom Pochahontas County Va Aug 21st 1861 (cont'd)
and acted for five days in that capacity It was not seat of pleasure I
assure you as I had to write until 2 1/2. Oclock at night and put the mail
on the Hack at day break Our duties now resemble a Circle Squad drill Company
drill Battalion drill dress parade Supper bed roll call breakfast drill Then
drill and dinners &c &c Our little family consisting of Capt Lester
Lieuts David & Seal with Dr Lindsay and Sergeant Paxton enjoy ourselves
finely I suppose I am too old to enter heartily into all their little
pleasantries but I enjoy them very much notwithstanding my seeming indifference
occasionally upon the whole we have a very agreeable company and got on
pleasantly The season has been remarkably wet having rain nearly every day,
I wrote to Mr McAfee a few days since in regard to a supply of winter clothing
Since then I have changed my idea in regard to the coat I ordered I would
prefer a black jeans frock coat made in military style and of thick heavy
material and lined throughout with heavy flannel. I want four Shirts two
flannel and two others of heavy colored cotton no white shirts here. I want
four pr woolen socks two pr dark colored-heavy jeans pants. If these things
can be prepared and packed You can send them by Mr Rogers who intends to
come about the 1st day of Oct.
My dear Wife if you need any thing do not hesitate to apply to the fund
contributed by Court for the benefit of families I am now clearing my wages
and hope to return home in independent circumstances providence smiling I
again inform you I am contented I may possibly pay you a visit sometime this
winter as a recruiting officer I will not leave here now however until things
become more settled and I can return without the least fear of dishonorable
charges I must close now I remain your husband and father Give my best respects
to W C Lester .E C McAfee Ted Moore D.W. Walker and all that enquire do not
neglect Bentley Drs. Ellis and Flowers together with Col Erwin's family Lieut
Seal asks that you extend his love and respects to all his Cumming friends
Cyrus our boy is an extra cook and washer he is making money growing fat
and is easy and agreeable as possible for a body Servt to be. When we will
leave here I know not but shortly I expect but direct your letters to me
at Huntersville care Col A V Brumby l4th Geo Reg and I will certainly get
them and now farewell write my dear wife and children do not prepay the postage
unless convenient I made an arrangement with W. D. Bentley write often and
give me the news. My love to Hallman
s/ J B Patterson
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Edray Va Oct 4th 1861
My Dear Wife & children
The evening that I met with an opportunity to mail my last letter to you
I received Cornelia's letter. The complaints in regard to my negligence were
no doubt heartfelt and well timed. But you must recollect that I am not master
of my own time & it is not every day an opportunity offers to mail a
letter when written. I assure you the pleasure of writing to you all is only
secondary to that of receiving a letter from some of you. We are at this
time lying on our oars. Col Brumby has gone to Richmond it is said to have
our Regiment transferred to another field and it is very generally believed
that failing in his effort he will resign his commission. His time of absence
expires today. This campaign will illustrate the fact that mere knowledge
of military affairs will not constitute the Military man. He may be a tactician.
He may be familiar with the rules and regulations of war yet be a poor officer.
I do not disparage this scientific knowledge but the military manlike the
_______________ is born not made. Brumby left us at a critical moment to the
mercy of the stranger We are and have been during his absence under the command
of Col Gilham Through want of military discipline through a facilitating
timid policy. Through the ill advised suggestions of those unacquainted with
all that pertains to military proficiency our regiment is and has been in
a disorganized state. When asked to what Regiment I belong I almost blush
to own the l4th Geo. We are a scattered herd occupying three distinct camps
numbering when we left Atlanta Seven hundred and fifty able bodied men in
the line we cannot today call into active dutyTwo hundred and fifty men.
Numerous complaints and grumblings are the familiar theme. Curses both loud
& deep at the country exposures an a hands hips endured are heard every
hour every moment. The organizations of our companies are but little if any
better than that of the Regiment. Men are here commanding that are not familiar
with the Squad drill less that of the Company or battalion. There is no military
enthusiasm or ambition all is regarded as an irksome task a dull duty to
be avoided by complaints of illness engendered by gluttony idleness and want
of mental activity. Thus the dull routine of Camp duty is performed by a
few Subordinate officers that _______________ not up to ennure or do not expect
to feel as well and buoyant in spirit as if surrounded by home comforts.
Many of our subordinate officers are making efforts to resign their commissions
and return home. Among that number is our friend Lieut Seale who has obtained.
leave of absence and will start for Richmond in the morning for the purpose
of obtaining a discharge. His feeble constitution the loss of a mother an
infirm and sick father a dependent wife and children with two sisters left
desolate and uncared for are his reasons and surely they are sufficient.
I let him have $6.25 cts to be handed to you as soon as convenient to him
after his arrival home. At what time or in what direction we will be ordered
to move I know not. The weather is mild as an Indian summer in Geo. We are
surrounded here by lofty summits decked in the rich and varigated colors
that are usually painted by the pencil of Fall at the stealthy approach of
old winter. We have had but one frost as yet so I can discern but little
difference in the climate of this place and Geo. Notwithstanding the heavy
curses that are heaped on North Western Virginia it is a beautiful magnificent
country. The roads good. The weather dry and pleasant. It would afford much
to please and interest the Tourist especially in him many sublime thoughts
many poetical ideas But I frankly confess that wading water courses stumbling
along in mud knee and shoe mouth deep REMAINDER OF THIS LETTER DESTROYED
or LOST)
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Martins Bottom Va. Oct. 20th. 1861.
My Dear Wife & children
I have recently sent you two letters yet I have my doubts as to whether
you have received either of them. We are and have been for a long while
unfortunately situated either for writing sending or receiving letters. Scarcity
of paper and ink distance from a regular office the number of hands through
which letters must necessarily pass all rendering it more and more doubtful
as to its reaching its intended destination. Our silence then is the result
of necessity not a matter of choice. I have been unwell for several days
with what is commonly called Yellow Janders I supposed it was a cold at first
contracted by exposure but I soon discovered the difference in sensation
and the color of the skin. I have been up and a moving all the while and
I now begin to feel natural and my appetite is returning. I hope to be entirely
well in a day or so. We must shortly go into winter quarters suspending all
active field operations until spring. At what point our Regiment will be
stationed I know not. It is certain to my mind from the batteries planted
here and the entrenchments now being thrown up that some part of our division
will winter at this point. The remainder will doubtless fall back to Milboro
on Staunton on the Rail Road. Messrs William & Henry Rogers, arrived
at our camp last Monday and I assure you it afforded me no ordinary pleasure
to see an old familiar face. Their presence here diffuses on our camp a home
like feeling that is very agreeable. To add to this happy illusion of feeling
Mr George Kellogg very unexpectedly arrived at our quarters. I am very much
chagrined to add that he is suffering with an attack of Qunzy thus depriving
us the pleasure of his agreeable company. He is very comfortably quartered
with a hospitable family in our immediate neighborhood and someone from our
company remains with him at nights. Last night he rested pretty well and
we hope that he will rejoin us in a few days. Our clothing has not yet come
to hand It was miscarried and went to Manassas We feared it would be a total
loss but a letter received from adjutant Hammond who went in search of it
leads us to think it has been found and will reach us in a few days. I burned
my trunk and extra clothing at Big Springs reserving a change of drawers
socks &. shirt. I was so fortunate as to obtain a pair of good substantial
shoes sometime since but I lack a good trunk in which to secure my goods
& chattles. Mankind will mumble grumble and complain That more or less
dissatisfaction should exist in a company of men with various dispositions
cultivation and temperaments is not at all surprising. But I confess that
I am shocked surprised; my credulity is staggered to believe that reports
from this Regt could reach home charging Capt R. I. Lester with dissipation
or a participation in vicious indulgences. He who does so must view Capt.
Lesters conduct through the gangrene of jealousy or personal hatred. I have
been his constant companion his messmate and bedfellow and must say the informer
is indebted to his fancy for his facts or that he possesses an Argus eyed
vision far superior to any that I possess. These charges must be false as
Hell. His conduct is correct in camp as at home. it is passing strange that
I should be fortunate as to escape the slime of a passing slander for I know
by sad experience that slander is destitute of conscience. It may be that
shame has discovered her long lost blush. I send you at the hands of Mr Rogers
Sixty Dollars’ for the use of the family. I want all the children to
be comfortably and neatly clad and would advise you to keep this money for
the convenience of yourself and. family. I left in the hands of E. C. McAfee
accounts amply sufficient to pay all debts due in Cumming I gave Henry his
receipt for same which he must be sure to keep securely. The government is
now indebted to me One hundred and sixty Dollars having paid me for one month
and eight days service for which I received One hundred one & 33/100
Dollars. My expenses up to this time has been $18.65 cts. Do the best you
can at home and I
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Martins Bottom Va. Oct. 20th. 1861 (cont'd)
think with God's blessing we will yet be independent of the worlds cold
charity. I do not know as yet what Henry & Cornelia had better do next
year but it is a subject on which they should be reflecting. I fear teaching
does not agree with Cornelia. If not tell her to leave it off at the end
of her engagement. By the 25th day of Decr I think I will be able to command
$500 and it may be best for Henry and Samuel to make a crop but time may
make the future clearer. Write me my Dear Wife and Children and tell me plainly
your wants and desires and it will afford me a great pleasure to satisfy
them. I do not know when the Paymaster will visit us or when I shall have
another opportunity to make you a remittance. The mail is too uncertain and
unsafe to trust with money yet lot me know your wants and I will endeavor
to supply them at the earliest possible date. Write frequently I should like
to hear from you every week which I think would be reasonable there being
three or four to write for I think Sammy might drop me a letter occasionally.
Kiss and rekiss the little ones for me and tell them not to forget me. I
think of you all very frequently and desire to see you very much indeed I
am well contented with my position in the company and Regiment. All I deplore
is the disorganized state of the Regt. Our health is improving very rapidly
and I hope soon to see our ranks filled up. The sick have all been removed
to Warm Springs and are said to be doing well Our company has as yet lost
but one man. The entire Regt has lost sixty or seventy some companies having
lost as many as 10 men. I do not know what else to say that would interest.
Messrs Rogers leave us in the morning on their way home When it shall be
our fortune to leave for home I know not But be it long or short my best
hopes my thoughts are ever with you I frequently Thank God for so lovely
a family May God bless and protect us and grant us a happy meeting an unbroken
family around the hearthstone to spend the declining years of life in peace
security and happiness.
Your Husband & father
s/ Josiah B. Patterson
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Huntersville Va. Oct. 30th 1861
My Dear Wife & children
I was very much rejoiced at the reception of Cornelia's very affectionate
letter on yesterday. It indicated a tone of melancholy & despondency
as pervading the entire family on my account and a doubt of my affection
for my family. The dear loved ones around the hearthstone, that have been
the solace of my life amid every vicissitude. The pride of the present The
hope for the future. The dear pledges of affection linking the present with
the past by pleasing reminiscences. When memory refuses her obedience to
the dictates of my will I may forget thee my loved ones,, but even then,
doubt not the affection of a husband and a fathers heart. I have written
two letters that remain unanswered. One in pencil mark and mailed a very
few days after the one the reception of which is acknowledged by Cornelia's
favor of Oct 17th. The second I forwarded by the ha hand of Rev. Mr Rogers
and which you will very probably receive on next Tuesday. I sent you a verbal
message by Mr George Kellogg which you will receive about the same time.
The monotony and sameness or camp life affords but few incidents worthy of
note so that writing weekly or daily complimentary, and familiar effusions
is not so easy as might be supposed unless we indulge in useless endless
repetition or fulsome flattery either of which is disgusting to the cultivated
mind. Our supply of clothing is yet at Milboro. The anxiety you express in
regard to my share is quite natural & if a change of garments is required
by neatness and decency I am in great want of that change. But as we merely
consult comfort in this section where hoop skirts & dimity petticoats
are a novelty I cannot complain. I have three changes of linen, of shirts
of all colors and various materials may be so called. Two pairs drawers three
pairs socks two pairs panaloons and my claw hammer uniform coat as yet without
rip or blemish well attesting the fidelity of the fair fingers that put in
the stitches. I would certainly like to doff these faded garments. The original
colors being a mere recollection, and enjoy once more the boyish pride and
pleasure of a new suit. I can as yet perceive but little difference in the
temperature of Va compared with that of Forsyth County Ga. Yet I doubt not
as the season advances the difference will be plain and palpable. I have
spent but one night under a roof since I left home. It makes me feel strange
to sit by a hearth and enjoy its heat without the smoke to have his view
of surrounding scenery and the over arching heavens circumscribed by wooden
walls and glass windows. Col Brumby has returned and joined the Regt. His
return if permanent will blast the hopes and disappoint the overweening ambition
of several aspirants for power and place. Men destitute of every qualification
that gives honor and influence to office seeking position vainly supposing
that glory and fame as a sequence to a cause flow from position. Our Major
a blank in social life a cipher everywhere notwithstanding the expressed
contempt and disapprobation of the Regt hangs an incubus upon us sapping
our vitality and preventing our complete organization. Our Lieut Col in private
life what the world calls a good clever fellow. By profession, a physician
in which I doubt not he would afford old Charron far more aid and comfort
than as a warrior or chieftan. Without general information of dull comprehension
combined with a cold sluggish temperament aspiring like mother Eve to be
like God he is rendering himself ludicrous and Contemptible. How could a
Regt prosper even with a Bonaparte or Cromwell or a Washington at its head
with clogs like these. We have recently lost four men by death. Wm Cox Debenport
Orr Wm Thompson Our sick are at Rockbridge Alum and doing well. Capt Lester
Robt Rogers and myself each paying in Ten Dollars sent additional nurses
to take care of the sick and to see that their every want was satisfied.
Messrs Rogers and Kelloggs will I think give a quietus to those wicked slanderous
lies that are circulating in Forsyth in regard to Capt and myself I did not
know that I was
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Huntersville Va Oct. 30th 1861 (cont'd)
included until yesterday Lieut David showed me a letter from Dow Harris
Esqr. Just let the heathen rage and the wicked imagine vain things I say
"Cease viper you are biting at a file". I must close. Write often. Do not
wait on me. I am and will ever remain your devoted affectionate Husband and
Father
s/ J B Patterson
My love to all enquiring friends. Remember me to Mr Hollman McAfee Moore
Drs Flowers and Ellis. Tell them to write to nMe. No more at present I am
as before adieu
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Huntersville Va Nov 5th 1861
My Dear Daughter
Your punctuality in writing The tone of deep heartfelt filial affection
that breathes forth in your communications entitles you to a separate and
individual communication
I am frequently pained my Daughter at the doubts suggested in your letters
of my disregard and want of affection for my family. It is said that true
affection is ever mingled with jealousy and fear. A remark the truth of which
I am inclined to doubt. I think rather that it is unselfish and desires the
happiness and convenience of its object. Where is the evidence of this want
of consideration? All that you alledge against me is that other members of
the community receive three and four letters to your one I hive written once
every two weeks since I left home with one exception during our march to
and from Huttonsville and if any one received communications from their friends
during that period the writer was at some station sick or nursing and unconnected
with that expedition Moreover there are many in camp who have more idle time
on hand less employment _______________ mind and body that falls to my share
___________________ who think they have written an interesting letter when
they say I take e my pen in hand to ________________. You know that I am
well hoping these few letters may find you enjoying the same blessing
a ______________________ than spicing their letter with a little sta
_______________ slander of one with whom they associate a ________________ close
and intimate friends thus they ca _______________ weekly daily or hourly
interesting private letters My Genius is not so prolific. I dislike to pen
an untruth. It pains me to hear see or indulge in traducing character. Excuse
me then my Dear Daughter from scribbling nonsense daily for the satisfaction
of friends. I received your Ma's present. A nice cake with your letter dated
Sept 28th on last Sunday. It was sometime by the way. The recruits have not
yet joined us nor have we yet received our clothes they are still at Milboro
It is probable we will winter at that place or at Staunton but our destiny
for the winter is unknown. We have sent to War department to learn what
disposition is to be made of the North western Army so a few days will determine.
I have no sympathy with the movement for the transfer of our Regiment. I
joined the Confederate army to go and serve where over troops are needed
thinking that the greater _______________ hardships and dangers the greater
the glory ________________ plea of effeminacy is not very honorable to an
army from a state that claims the high sounding title of Empire State and
it is not very agreeable to be known as a member of the _______________Regiment.
State pride, Self Respect every __________ ideration was apposed to that movement
_____________________ claim no share in the public or private sympathy here
where my country demands my service I ____________________ it as cheerfully
here as upon the soil of Georgia my adopted State or of____________________
brave old Carolina _______________ native soil I fear neither the rigors of
the ________________. The roughness of the country The prowess
_____________ soldiery The skill of their Chieftains or disloyalty of native
Virginians. Our campaign has been one of extreme hardship and exposure The
process of becoming climatized has been a severe ordeal and it is probable
that it will be a great while before our services will be appreciated at
their proper value. While it is true that we have fought no battle on the
ensanguined plain It is equally true that by stratagetic maneuvering we have
foiled every effort of our enemy to penetrate the great Kanawha Valley and
that after a Campaign of great effort great means and great expense our enemies
are forced to acknowledge that the mountain in labor brot forth a mouse.
Our sick are at Rock Bridge Alum Springs. We have lost from our company five
Men Dodd Debenport Thompson Cox, We have two more cases considered dangerous.
Tucker & Graham the remainder of our sick are about well. H Paxton now
brevet Second Lieut is quite unwell and left here for the springs this Monday.
We have had
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Huntersville Va Nov 5th 1861 (cont'd)
no new cases recently and I hope _______________ will soon all be fit for
duty. I thank the different members of the family for their various little
favors but I ask it as a special favor that you disregard me and my comfort
except as I ask it and ________________ care of yourselves I assure you I
am doing _______________ and will soon be able to afford you more
M________________ if I can find a way to get it to you We expect our pay
to date in 10 or 12 days at which _______________I will receive $177 for
which I have no ________________ here. I will send 100 or 150 home. I must
_______________ sufficient to pay my way in case of sickness and to buy me
an Overcoat &c pay neg_________ and other expenses that do not occur
to men. I hope my daughter that the report of Messrs Rogers & Kellogg
will be entirely satisfactory in regard to the reports in circulation about
the Officers of our Company. These reports are false and malicious and will
recoil on the head of the slanderers eventually. Be cheerful my Dear Daughter
and instil your own cheerful disposition into the family circle. Be not
despondent and melancholy on account of my absence or situation. If ought
should happen I will have you informed immediately indulge no false gloomy
forbodings but put your trust in God and learn that he doeth all things well.
Let no distrust enter your mind of your father even though he should fail
to write you a few weeks at a time. Kiss all the little ones for me again
and again I will write to Henry before a great while and I think I will try
to write a long letter to Masters Samuel & Dannie _______________ company.
Bless you all my dear wife and children May peace speedily return -and families
be again united. around the hearthstone to enjoy the blessings of liberty
and peace. My love _______________ all enquiring friends and ask Drs Ellis
and Flowers and W D Bentley to write to me soon. Cicero Lester I would like
to corespond _______________ them during the winter season. May God bless
you all write often I think _______________ correspondents ought to write
oftener than_______________.
Your unworthy father s/ Josiah B Patterson
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Huntersville Va Nov 7th 1861
My Dear Son Henry
It is a dark cloudy morning. The ground is damp and muddy forbidding the
enjoyment of out door exercise or amusement and notwithstanding it has been
but a few days since I penned a letter to your sister Cornelia. I have determined
to spend this day in communing with you. I have nothing of interest to
communicate and consequently I will not be very connected dither in thought
or expression. You cannot form any idea of the difficulty of writing a letter
in camp. There is no private apartment or place to which you can relive and
indulge in solitude and meditation The rules of politeness that distinguish
the Gentleman and Boor have no binding force in camp life, And you constantly
detect the noisy bystander in overlooking and reading your written expressions.
Again you are destitute of all the materials and appliances that make letter
writing a pleasure. You are fortunate indeed if you can secure some book
or a board a foot square to serve you as a table or desk. You have no assurance
that you will be permitted to finish your production when you commence; as
you may be called to perform some duty at any moment. Let us suppose it is
the Sabbath a day that nature herself seems to hallow with an unusual calm
& stillness, A day on which the cares and anxieties of human are held
in abeyance and instinct itself seems to the imaginative to hold closen communion
with humanity in its increased confidence and trust, Such is the Sabbath
enjoyed at the domestic hearthstone in a Christian land in a day of peace.
How different the picture that is presented in camp life. Here no church
going bell is sounded summoning devout worshipers to the temple of thanksgiving
and praise. We see no families winding their way in slow and humble tread
into the presence of the great Searcher of hearts Months, weeks, days come
and go yet we make no note of time. There is no day as a stand point in life
from which we may retrospect the past or scan the future. No drippings of
the Sanctuary at which the weary spirit may drink refreshing draughts and
with renewed strength persue its toilsome march from earth to heaven. It
is true my Son the government appoints and pays a Chaplain to each Regiment
thus acknowledging our dependence and obligation to the Great Giver of All
good. But unfortunately the Military Regulations leave him no space of time
for the performance of his religious duties, The day that God himself hath
made and appropriated for his own worship in a peculiar sense; is appointed
as a day of inspection and drill thus increasing the duties of officers &
men on that holy day I will not discuss the policy or necessity of this wholesale
wanton desecration of a day commanded to be observed & kept holy; or
the reasonableness of a command sanctified by the example of the giver even
the Great Creator himself Again Camp life is distinguished by the free and
familiar manner in which acquaintances greet each other. There is but little
difference paid to rank or age and he who gains and holds the confidence
and esteem of his associates is indebted to Merit rather than to position
or age. Here the old adage that familiarity breeds contempt is daily verified.
I have not yet received your tokens of affection in the way of Shoes, Tobacco
but I can nevertheless appreciate the filial affection that prompted the
kind donors not even excepting the two potatoes of my Sweet adored little
daughter Anna or the pop corn and chinquepins of my affectionate son Samuel
Nor do I forget my little bedfellow Daniel tho his name is not in the list
of benefactors for I am well assured of his lasting love and remembrance.
Ma's cake saved remarkably well and afforded me a double pleasure for the
reception; Second the distribution., as I imitated the little boy at school;
who in the generosity of his nature distributed his mothers cake among his
schoolmates; enlarging the borders of his enjoyment in the unselfish
gratification of his friends. We have been at this camp ten days and it is
rather uncertain when we shall leave this place or where we shall go. We
think it is full time that our destination for the winter was known and that
we were permitted to
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prepare for the season in due time I should not be surprised if we were
quartered at Milboro or Staunton. I want to get to some place where we can
enjoy intercourse with the civilized world; One of the great difficulties
or hardships of this section is that we are cut off from all communication
with the seat of the world I desire to form a club during the winter months
and subscribe for various papers as A means of information and amusements
I have worn my uniform coat uninterruptedly since I left home and I assure
you it would afford me a great pleasure to shift suits Our baggage was stopped
at Milboro and will remain there until we fall back to that point Out recruits
are all at that place with the exception of G. W. Light who joined Us a few
days since Prom the whispers heard. in camp it is rather doubtful whether
they will all enlist for the war Many of our Regiment are anxious to be ordered
to the Coast in Georgia as -for myself I have he choice I think it as well
to bear the ills we have as to Ply to others that we know not of Take good
care of your Mother and the children Be a son to your Mother a father to
younger brothers & Sisters in the absence of the true head A the family,
The consciousness of having performed a high trust will enhance the pleasure
of the present and form R reminiscence in life that will 'brighten the future
Give my love to all the family Kiss Anna Again and again for me and tell
Samuel and Dannie to look out for a letter from pa but not to be impatient
about it Write soon and often. May God. take you all under the shadow of
his protecting wing Bless prosper and preserve you all and permit us once
mote to meet around the hearthstone to spend our declining years in peace
security and social intercourse and make an unbroken family when he records
up his jewels.
Your unworthy Father
s/ J B Patterson
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Manassas Junction
Nov 19th 1861
My Dear Wife
I have just time enough to inform you of my change of location. I meet
here it seems to me every person that I have ever been acquainted with in
the past life. We go to Centreville as soon as we can get transportation
which they say can be got tomorrow. You may direct your letters to that point.
It looks like the whole world was here. Soldiers everywhere and from everywhere.
I am hearty and in high spirits Kiss the children for me. Remember me kindly
to friends and accept for yourself The deepest and holiest affection of my
heart.
Your Husband
s/ J B Patterson
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Manassas Junction Nov 20th 1861
My Dear Wife & children.
I dropped you a line on yesterday to inform you of my change of location.
I did not suppose that I had time to do more I think now however that the
indications are favorable for a protracted stay in this vicinity. There is
a marked. contrast between this section and that which we left. The one was
a continuous range of mountains of various forms and altitudes This resembles
the western pararie in its leval unvaried surface and the wide range of vision.
I do not know how I could interest you more than by detailing to you the
various pleasures and enjoyments of the trip from Huntersville to this place.
After leaving Huntersville not being required to remain with my company I
hurried on in advance and spent the first night at a noted place called Gatewood.
The next day I went to Warm Sulphur Springs. I assure you that this plate
possesses many attractions and gave unmistakeable evidence that we were emerging
from a wilderness and approaching a land of refinement and civilization These
springs exhibit one of those strange freaks that nature some , times plays
in one of her 'fanciful moods and these moods she indulges only now &
then. The water is quite warm and strongly impregnated with sulphur. Yet
strange to say notwithstanding the warmth of these waters they may be drank
in any quantity without producing the least nausea The Bath is the principal
spring or a collection of springs in close proximity covered in by a very
pretty octagon shaped building. This bath is about forty or forty five feet
in diameter and as clear and transparent as it is possible for water to be.
A bathe in this place is a luxury not soon to be forgotten I left this place
just at the dawn of day for a visit to Bath Alum Springs distant five miles
and separated from the Sulphur Springs by a mountain of considerable elevation.
On this summit I enjoyed the most charming view that my eyes ever beheld
Imagination never conceived Fancy never drew such a picture, It required
the delicate touches of the great Master Painter to sketch a view which neither
pen or pencil shall ever rival. The Bath Alum Springs are not destitute of
attractions. There is a large and commodious brick Hotel. the centre of two
wings forming a semicircle. These buildings are at present used as a Hospital
and afford very comfortable quarters I assure you. I enjoyed a hearty breakfast
at this place my appetite being whetted by a tramp of five miles and my whole
physical frame braced up by the cool refreshing mountain breeze. After leaving
Bath Alum I jogged over to Milboro a small depot on the Rail Road. It is
stranger to me how so insignificant place ever received a name. The day after
my arrival at Milboro I tramped six good long miles over a Mountain to enjoy
a Peep at Rock Bridge Alum and to cheer up and encourage our sick men. This
is a charming place and from the indications I should say that wealth mO
fashion centered here and showered their gold and smiles on the enterprising
proprietors. The buildings are pretty and neat forming a largo circle in
the centre of which there is a beautiful summer house. The trees in this
circular ground enclosed by the buildings are the flowering locust planted
with the regularity of art. This ground is covered with a carpet of evergreen
grass and is laid out in walks all communicating with the outside pavement
in front of the buildings and meeting the walk around the summer house in
the centre There are five different fountains all flowing from the same large
rock and contained in stone basins cut out by art all within the space of
thirty foot yet differing so materially as to the quantity of Alum hold in
solution as to be easily determined by the taste alone. These springs are
numbered from one to five, according to the degrees of strength Number five
is so strongly impregnated as to be considered unsafe and is kept locked
and not used except under peculiar circumstances In fine Nature and wealth
combined, have rendered this a magnificent summer resort. This
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is a region of attractions and curiosities. There are the Hot Springs
the Healing Springs and the Natural Bridge that I could not visit and can
not describe. We took the cars at Milboro and arrived here without -.m accident.
Our sick at Rock Bridge Alum are all doing well and I now hope we shall enjoy
better health I received Cornelia's letter enclosing Lizzie Cater's favor
the day I left Milboro I was proud to find so many of my family engaged in
defence of the Southern Confederacy and pleased to hear' from home. I do
not know how long we shall stay at this place or what a day my bring forth
There must be hundred thousand troops here and at Centreville and if McClellan
continues to approach there will certainly be a fight which must take place
in ten days. We here the booming of cannon night and morning at practice
yesterday thirty yankes were taken prisoners and brought in with their waggons
and teams they were gathering corn out of a field. This is a dangerous
neighborhood for yankees. It is a continuous fortification from here to
Centerville distant seven miles. The famous battle ground is about four miles
from here and I have, no doubt will yet be rendered more famous by a rebaptism
in the blood of American Citizens before long But I must close I am so cold
I can scarcely write May God bless and protect us all and permit us a meeting
on earth is my sincere heartfelt prayer Kiss the children for me and believe
me to be your Husband and father in the bonds of affection.
s/ J. B. Patterson
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Manassas Junction Va. Nov 24th 1861
My Dear Dear Wife
It is the Sabbath day and while I have nothing of interest to communicate
I feel disposed to hold social intercourse with my dearly loved family. Permit
me first to attend to some little business details, On yesterday I sent by
Express one hundred (1, and Twenty five Dollars to the care of –E. C
. McAfee . instructing him to pay the order for goods made since I left home
in his favor and to furnish you with a bill of said goods properly credited
I also instructed him to pay D. W. Walker's note for fifty one Dollars which
you will receive and destroy I then instructed him to pay you over the remainder.
If you stand in need of the money you can expend it as you think will best
benefit the family. If you are not in need of the money immediately you had
better have it credited on a note held against me by F. H. Moore, You will
please notify me by letter when the money is received by E. - 0. - McAfee
and what disposition is made of it & if you need funds at any time please
notify me by letter and I will furnish you as soon as Ican. This is a very
pleasant place indeed. Our Regiment is as well satisfied here as if it was
in Georgia. I have visited several localities here that have be on rendered
ever memorable in the history of the Southern Confederacy. On Wednesday I
went to Centreville about six miles from 6 miles from the Junction I found
a place well fortified, and defended by a fabulous number of enthusiastic
and brave men. Men who met the Federal foe at Bulls Run and again upon the
plains of Manassas in an open field fight the enemy having on both occasions
the advantage of the ground yet the ranks of the Grand Army melted before
their prowess as the frost before the rising sun. I have examined the ground
on which these battles were fought and I assure you the published reports
are not exaggerated. and I feel assured that an enemy that was foiled in
these open field fights will never attack the works at Centreville. These
defenses extend from this point, Mannassas, to the front line at Centreville
enabling us to dispute every inch of ground if compelled to fall back. The
enemy did fine fighting at the battle of the 21st July and well may they
fear and dread a foe that in the fade of death charged their ranks and dispersed
their forces. I dropped an involuntary tear over the spot where the Gallant
Bartow fell nor was my eyes dry when I viewed the spot where Genl Bee of
South Carolina gave his life a sacrifice at the shrine of freedom. These
gallant heroes were about fifty paces from each other when they fell. Well
did. my native state maintain her character for chivalry and daring in that
contest Severly did the enemy pay the penalty for his temerity in meeting
the Sons of Carolina on that day of vengeance The dead in front of their
position attest the bravery and skill with which they engaged the enemy.
Another point of attraction at this place is the number of acquaintances
one meets with here. Moreover we are brought in daily contact with the world
at large. lie can got the Richmond daily papers here every morning The health
of our Regiment is improving rapidly and I hope it is now acclimatized, Our
Col A. V. Brumby has resigned and left us. I never supposed that he would
remain with us as he never seemed to identify himself in interest with this
Regt I consider him as better qualified to practice midwifery than to command
or govern a Regt My dear wife do write me a long letter telling me plainly
the wants of the family You complain of my not writing oftener and. yet I
have received nothing from you except a small letter in one of Cornelia's.
Give my respects to all enquiring friends. Kiss all the children for me and
believe me to be your
Loving & Affectionate Husband.
s/ J B Patterson
Nov 25th
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Manassas Junction Va. Nov 25th 1861 (cont')
I open this to add that my health is still fine and that the fall has
been very pleasant and agreeable. There is a light snow on the ground this
morning but the sun shims brightly and it will soon disappear. Tell Sammy
and Dan to look out. I think I will write them a long letter as soon as I
can fine time. We expect to run R P Lester to fill vacancy of Brumby. If
he is elected I will be certain of the Captaincy of Company, E, as I flatter
myself that I am the most popular officer in said Company Your Husband
J B P
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Manassas Junction Decr. 4th. 1861
My Dear Wife and Children
It has been a long while since I have received a letter from home. I have
anticipated a letter at each successive arrival of the mail but in vain.
I have not heard from you since the return of the Messrs Rogers, I think
I have written the family at least half dozen letters having addressed several
to you; one to Cornelia, one to Henry. It may be that you have perhaps written
but owing to my change of Office the letters have failed to reach me. I assure
you I am very anxious to hear from the family. I wish to know its wants and
desires that I may minister to them. I can draw my wages monthly while at
this station & after paying my honest debts nothing would afford me greater
pleasure than ministering to your necessities. My plan is to divide my wages
giving you as much as is necessary for the comfort of the family and
appropriating the remainder to the payment of debts. You will please let
me know from time to time what is necessary for your comfort and that of
my dear children. I frequently withdraw into solitude and enjoy myself in
meditation., in thinking of my absent Wife and Children and tears course
down my cheeks to think that the troubled condition of my native south should
demand so cruel a sacrifice of natural feeling. On my couch when deep sleep
has fallen on others I often shed tears at the cruel separation that divides
me from my loved ones. Think not that I am unhappy or dissatisfied Think
not that the enthusiasm that prompted me to leave all and seek the tented
field has cooled or that my courage has quailed before the exposures and
hardships of camp life. Think not that I regret the step I have taken or
that I would return to the joys of domestic life or that I could enjoy the
cool sequestered cot in Sylvan Shades my country the while demanding the
service of her sons. No My Dear Wife and darling children. Dear as I love
you Dear as your embraces may be sweet as your childish prattle and infant
smiles I tell you Nay. If my government were voluntarily to discharge me
honorably today I would yet forgo the comforts and joys of life to do her
service. We are perhaps more comfortably situated, than you imagine We have
a good servant to wash cook &c We have a fire place in our tent that
we find very comfortable. We are all well clothed and. tolerably well supplied
with bed clothes. I yet have the two quilts that I brought from home and
I have since picked up four blankets We sleep in the tent near the fire and
as yet I have not suffered the least with cold. Our living here is very dear
Sausages from twenty five to forty cents a lbs Chickens fifty cents each
Turkies Two Dollars and other things in proportion. Butter fifty cents per
lbs. Our election to fill the vacancy of V Brumby for Col comes off next
Monday. The future of this Regiment depends in a great measure upon the result
of this election Our Major I suppose will aspire to this position his elevation
will but ruin us. I wanted to elect R P Lester but he refuses to run. The
officers had a caucus a few nights since and pledged themselves to support
a Capt Kenan now in the Regular Army. I know nothing about him. He is spoken
very favorably of by his friends and acquaintances but this is no uncommon
thing in the 19th Century. I can say he is a very gallant looking man and
well connected. He is a Georgian by birth and education I do not feel much
interest in the result But I do hope there are better days in store for the
l4th Geo. Vol. We have never been organized as a Regiment although we have
been in the service so long The material of which it is composed is of the
very best quality yet unfortunately it was brought together from different
sections and these sectional jealousies yet have their influence in our ranks.
If Major Price is elected I think quite a number of the commissioned officers
will resign immediately. Those that retain their places will endeavor to
be transferred to some other Regiment I think the officers are losing all
hopes of a fight at this place during the present winter when they are satisfied
that all hopes are vain I suppose they will permit us to go into winter quarters.
Many
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Manassas Junction Decr. 4th. 1861 (cont'd)
Regiments have built neat comfortable cabins and are now in them at this
place. I suppose we will fall back to some other place before we are finally
disposed of The health of our Company is very much improved nearly all the
boys are with us at this time. I never enjoyed such good health as I do at
this time I have done no duty for the last fifteen days except to appear
at dress parade in the afternoon but they are now making details from the
Regiment and I will soon be called on to officiate There is nothing new to
communicate so I will close this letter My kindest regards to all enquiring
friends My best affections to yourself and darling children Kiss them again
anD again for me and. May God permit us to meet again around the domestic
hearthstone The children must write to me more frequently. I value the letters
of my clear Daughter Cornelia very highly She need have no uneasiness that
I will think she seeks to monopolize my affections. More frequently my daughter
if you please Henry my son exercise your talent and ingenuity more frequently
in writing to your father I do not wish to excite false hopes But I will
try to be at Home about the first of January on furlough They are very hare
to obtain in the Army of the Potomac but I hope they will be easier obtained
after the entire forces are in winter quarters
Your unworthy Husband & father
s/ Josiah B Patterson
Write often one and all
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Manassas Junction Decr. 1Oth. 1861
My Dear Wife and beloved children
I have not received a line from home of a later date than the 31st October.
My anxiety to hear from you increases daily and when in a despondent mood
I sometimes fancy that there is something wrong which you do not desire to
communicate to me. At other times I think it is the uncertainty of the mails
and my constant change of Offices that occasions the delay. I have written
so frequently latterly that I had almost resolved not to write again until
I heard from home but as Lieut. Henry Paxton has obtained leave of absence
for thirty days for the purpose of recruiting his health and leaves for home
in the morning I concluded to send you a few lines. I never was more at a
loss for something to say than at present. My life is one continued round
of dull cold formal duty without an incident or change to break its uniformity.
Today is but the repetition of yesterday. We are not required to perform
any onerous duty and eating three meals a day retiring to rest at night and
rising from our beds in the morning constitute the daily round of duty. We
have but few books to amuse or instruct. We have talked over the causes progress
&c of the war The future of the Confederate States until the subject
is stale and flat. We occasionally purchase a Richmond paper in the vain
hope of interesting ourselves But they are filled with items of news that
are familiar or foolish and, vapid speculations in regard to the future movements
of the Army The weather is remarkably fine it is now spring like reminding
us of corn planting in Georgia. There is as I have frequently written you
but little difference between the climate of this section Virginia and that
of Georgia, Snow falls as seldom and usually it is very light not covering
the ground more than two inches. Sufficient cotton can be raised here for
domestic purposes. The season commences somewhat later in the spring and
continues somewhat longer in the fall It is very seldom that frost falls
here before the 20th. of October. These facts but illustrate the oft repeated
remark That climate is as dependent upon the relative elevation of a given
locality as upon the degrees of latitude. I now have no hope as to the future
of our Regiment. The election for Colonel was held yesterday and resulted
in the election of our former Major Felix Price I do not recollect that I
have ever written you anything concerning him. Immediately after his election
and before we had arrived at our destination he was Court Martialled for
drunkness and improper conduct toward a Lady. He was under arrest for a long
while and was publicly reprimanded in General Orders. He continued to hover
around the Regiment until it took up the line of march for Huttonsville he
remained about Huntersville Warm Springs &c until our return. On our
March from Huntersville he rejoined us and at Milboro he had a personal
difficulty with a Captain in our Regiment. When Col Brumby left the Regt
he was entitled to and assumed the command since which time he has been drunk
often and on yesterday just elevated to the Colonelcy of our Regiment he
was drunk Yes so drunk that he could not perform the simplest maneuvers in
Battalion drill. Sober he is incapable of drilling a company much less of
maneuvering troops in an engagement. Such is our Colonel You ask why did
the Regiment elect him to so important a position. Trickery intrigue and
chicanery did it. He could have been beaten easily as we mustered 530 men
only 391 vote and there were 130 blank tickets and 139 who did not go to
the polls. Some 90 or 100 voted for him simply because he had no competition
in the field. Oh unholy aspirations vaulting ambition what wrongs do you
visit upon the innocent and unsuspecting. I have twice visited. the battle
field of the 21st July I could spend days and weeks on this consecrated ground.
Carcasses lie thick upon its surface and bones lie bleaching, and enriching
the soil. Man and beasts here mingle in dust and the forest around bears
evidence of the hare fought field. I intend making an effort for a passport
about the first of January and paying you a flying visit but do not indulge
the hope too greatly as it may be vain. Write more