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frequently and give me all the news. let me know your every want and if
I can I will satisfy it. I would like to know if you stand in need of money
and what amount it requires to do you monthly I have nothing of interest
to write I wish to see you all very much. I desire to send my little Sons
Samuel and Daniel and little daughter Anna a present but alas I can fine
nothing suitable here I do not wish them to forget me. I often think of them
and tears flow down my checks but I feel glad that they will not have to
blush when in after life they reflect upon the part their father took in
the revolution of 1861. How long we shall remain here I can not say I have
but one objection to it and that is the water is very bad and scarce. The
name of the Office at this place previous to the war was Tudor Hall. It is
fast becoming a village, houses are springing up if by magic, If the war
continues long it will assume the importance of a town. but it will be but
short lived, as it owes its prosperity entirely to the soldiers here and
in the vicinity Many Kisses to my beloved children I saw a little boy in
camp today that remined me of my Dan and I gave him an apple for the resemblance.
I wish I could send him & Samuel a suitable present but I must forego
the pleasure until I get to Richmond or some other City where I can procure
some-thing suitable for them Farewell my dear family I hope I may be permitted
to return to you and spend the remainder of life in peace and felicity I
have promised Samuel and Daniel a letter and some (day when I am in the proper
humor to interest the little follows I will fulfil my promise I look for
a reply from Henry and Cornelia to the letters I wrote to them if you write
to any of the family remember me kindly to them and give my best Respects
to all my friends I recd a letter from Cicero Lester on yesterday morning
I was much please(' to hear from him. I think friends might write more
frequently.
Your unworthy Husband and Father
s/ Josiah B Patterson
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My Dear Daughter
You can conceive the pleasure I enjoyed this morning on the reception
of your kind letter when I inform you that I had not heard from home since
the 31st (day of October making nearly seven weeks a period of delay and
neglect that I a single correspondent and situated unfavorably for correspondence
have not equaled. I am truly sorry to hear of the suffering of my dear little
bedfellow and shall feel very uneasy until I hear farther from him. You speak
my Daughter as if you supposed your correspondence was irksome to me. I assure
you that you are laboring under a great mistake. It is but natural that a
husband should desire to hear directly from the companion of his bosom and
the mother of his children That the loving and affectionate Wife would take
great pleasure in an interchange of thought with her absent husband. But
it is not a logical sequence that her neglect would render the free gushings
of a daughters love as a "bore". I fear that you will be somewhat disappointed
if you hope for one of those letters that you in flattering compliment call
so interesting. At present I feel as witless as a clown and as dull as a
meat axe. There is nothing transpiring in camp or around it to call thought
from her apathy. nothing in the surrounding scenery to elevate or refine
sentiment. It is true this is holy ground. ground consecrated by the blood
of noble men battling bravely in a noble cause. The fields of Bulls Run and
Manassas will ever be a Mecca to which the lover of liberty will wend his
weary pilgrimage as frequently as the devout Mahometan to the shrine of his
Prophet. It is true that I am surrounded by the evidences of my country's
greatness and strength. The entrenchment displaying the wide mouthed cannon
The barricade bristling with bayonets. The solid phalanx of thousands of
brave men to man the engines of our country's defence and panting for an
encounter with our country's foe. But constant daily familiarity has dulled
my appreciation and it is only when my mind is recalled to a recollection
of my surroundings that my sensibilities are awakened and my feeling elevated
You can here realize the strength of our infant Hercules and indulge a sanguine
hope of ultimate triumph. To one not accustomed to camp life the indifference
of our soldiery to fear would be a matter of astonishment We are and have
been daily expecting an attack upon our forces at or near Centerville,, distant
about five miles, yet we pay no More attention to the roar of Artillery and
the rattle of musketry than we do to the breeze that blows. We are taking
from ten to fifty Yankee prisoners almost daily yet it creates no excitement
here. We are as yet in doubt as to what disposition will be made of our Regt
for the winter Many other Regts have been ordered to build huts. Many are
now enjoying the comfort of a snug log cabin but we have received no intimation
as to our future. I have always been dissatisfied with the want of proper
organization in this Regiment and as to its future I have no hope. It has
elevated to its command our recent Major Felix Price. He is totally destitute
of every qualification that fits a man for a military leader and long since
he has forfeited the respect of the men so that no after conduct regain their
confidence. I am proud to say that he was elected by a minority vote. The
majority of the Regiment having too much self respect and too much regard
for the reputation of the l4th Geo. and having no candidate in opposition
either voted blank or washed their hands of the blood of the Regiment. I
would not have you suppose that our situation is at all uncomfortable we
have fire places in -our tents and the weather is not very cold. We have
bedsteads made by driving down forks in the ground and spreading plank and
covering them with hay or straw. I have been very fortunate in regard to
supplying myself with be clothes. I have the two quilts that I brought from
home and six good heavy blankets. L. B. David my bedfellow is not so well
supplied but will be
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when Lieut. H. Paxton returns as he sent to his wife for a supply. We
can then bid defiance to the weather even at 80. north Lat Now my Dear Daughter
I beg you to write to me at least every two weeks. I do not ask or expect
from my family an account of the funds with which I supply them from time
to time. I only Desire to be notified when an account is settled or a demand
against me satisfied. I merely wish to know the state of my own affairs.
I have received value for any outlay of money if it ministers to the comfort
or good name of my children. I wish to know when a debt against me is paid
and I am then satisfied I desire no other inquest into the affairs of my
family. I wish you or any member of my family to tell me truly and plainly
the wants of my family that I may minister to their wants I do not make these
remarks out of any dissatisfaction but that you may understand me. I wish
to know at what time you will probably want more money. Our expenses here
are pretty heavy everything sells at enormous rates I will have to supply
myself with some more clothing those you sent are very good but do not suit
an officer on duty I was pleased with the coat as an undress but the pants
are too common. The officers are quite dressy here an(. if you want to be
noticed you must do as Rome does We intend sending to Richmond for a Confederate
uniform out and out it will cost forty or fifty Dollars but it is necessary
to our respectable standing as officers. My best respects to all enquiring
friends My hearts best affections to my wife & children and may God grant
us a speedy meeting around our hearthstone or if that is denied a meeting
when parting is no more. Kiss the little ones and tell them not to forget
a pa that thinks of them by day and dreams of them by night Remember me to
our friend McAfee
Your unworthy father
s/ J B Patterson
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Manassas Junction Decr 12th 1861
Friend McAfee
I received your very kind letter today and I assure you it relieved my
mind of some anxiety as I was not satisfied in regard to the safe transit
of money in these troublous times. I thank you sincerely for the kindness
you have uniformly displayed toward myself but my gratitude is increased.
by the interest you evinced and the favors you have bestowed on my family
during my absence from home. An interest which they feel and. acknowledge
in their communications to me. It was with pleasure that I heard of the health
of your family and your prosperity in business. I was fearful that anstagnation
in business might enthral if not utterly ruin many good men. It is but an
evidence of the complete independence of the South. of Our ports blockaded
and shut up from all foreign trade,, The chain of international commerce
that once bound, us a producing people to the Northern Manufacturer is suddenly
and rudely snapped and yet business seeks now and unaccustomed channels and
prosperity smiles upon our people If it be thus under existing circumstances
to what a pitch of prosperity and greatness must our Country attain under
the benign influences of peace. There is nothing that would interest you
transpiring in or around our camp. The elevation and excitement of feeling
consequent upon our arrival at this point has worn away by our constant
familiarity. Manassas and Bull Run will be for all time to come a Mecca to
which the lover of liberty will wend his pilgrimage as frequently as the
devout Mahometan to the Shrine of his Prophet. We are here surrounded by
evidences of our Country's greatness and strength. The frowning entrenchment
from which the wide mouthed cannon threatens death. The barricade bristling
with bayonets The serried phalanx of thousands of brave men panting for an
opportunity to wield these engines of their country's defense against that
Country's foe. It is thought here that Northern sentiment will shortly compel
McClellan to make an advance upon our line. It is also rumored that McClellan
is opposed to a forward movement being conscious of a certain and disgraceful
defeat. But poor fellow disgrace stares him directly in the face. McDowel's
inactivity and in efficiency sent him to the retirement of private life Scotts
laurels withered on his brow and the hard earned honors of a life time perished
with defeat. McClellan must advance. Success would deify him but defeat (and
defeat awaits him) sends him to the shades of private life to meditate in
silence and sorrow on the mutability of human affairs. We have supplied the
vacancy occasioned by Col A. V. Brumby by elevating our recent Major Felix
Price to the leadership He is devoid of every qualification that befits the
military Chieftan and by past misconduct has forfeited the respect of a large
majority of the Regt Publicly reprimanded in General Order for drunkeness
and improper conduct toward a lady. Having been until within a very recent
period a mere hanger on to the Regiment without having shared its hardships
exposures or dangers. without having in a solitary instance performed the
duties of Major he is selected by a minority vote to command the future destinies
of the l4th Regt Geo Vol. It is with pride that I am permitted to record
the fact that the majority having no candidate in the field showed their
disapprobation by voting a blank or washed their hands of the blood of the
Regiment by refusing the exercise of the elective franchise Our Company is
at present in very good health. Vie have but four men now at Rock bridge
Alum and they are doing well. We have two others in the Hospital one with
a cut by an axe on the log. the other I think has pneumonia but not dangerously
It would afford me great pleasure indeed to visit Cumming on furlough about
the time indicated in your favor. It would add to that pleasure if I could
bring Joseph with me. Yet I must confess that the prospect is anything but
cheering Military law is somewhat rigid in its requirements and its inflexibility
is not relaxed at the prayer of human sympathy. It ignores the claims of
business
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or the demands of feeling. I do anticipate however as the winter advances
and all expectation that an attack will be made dies out that more leniency
will be adopted and some of us permitted to visit out families and friends.
But at present it requires a Surgeons Certificate of disability and as I
have not as yet been so fortunate as to have a spell 1 feel some diffidence
in asking one of the profession to certify a lie in my behalf. I have increased
fourteen lbs in weight and have never enjoyed better health in my life. I
have not been absent from the Regiment a single day My kindest regards to
your Lady & family My respects to all enquiring friends and believe me
sincere when I subscribe myself
Your friend
s/ J. B. Patterson
P. S. Write me at an early date and give me all the news. Tell Uncle F
A, Moore that I would be flattered by a letter from him. Where is A J Flowers
I would write to him if I know where to direct a letter
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Manassas Junction Decr 13th 1861
My Dear Dear little Sons
I expect you begin to think that pa has forgotten his promise to write
you a letter. No doubt you have watched the arrival of the mail with high
expectations and when the Post Master failed to call your name you have been
sadly disappointed at not receiving the promised letter. Now I assure you
pa has not been forgetful of his little Sons or of his promise to write to
you. You must recollect your father is a Soldier now in the Service of his
country and that a Soldiers life is not an easy or an idle one. He has many
hard disagreeable duties to perform and must undergo many hardships and exposures
both by day and by night. The true Soldier does not grumble and complain
but does all that his Country's Service demands willingly and cheerfully
like a good little boy that obeys his father and mother for the love he bears
them and the kindness he has received from them. It is true there are some
that pout grumble and complain at every duty as there are little boys that
hate to obey their parents commands But these are very bad boys that cannot
be expected to make great or good men. So these grumbling soldiers cannot
be expected to do much good effective service in the day of our country's
trouble or peril. It is one thing to read about the life of the soldier as
being light and gay But quite a different thing to lead a soldiers life.
It may be gay and light in fine weather and comfortable quarters but the
Soldier is sometime without quarters and you know it is not very pleasant
to be out all day in a cold rain or snow. Yet the soldier is frequently exposed
both day and night to the chilling blast and falling shower without shelter
without food or even a blanket to cover his weary frame. Now I know that
no army that was ever in the field has been so well clothed fed and quartered
as this army has been and yet I know that the poor soldiers suffer with cold
for I can hear and see them at all hours of the night sitting around the
fire and they tell me they have not a sufficient number of blankets to keep
them warm And then my little Sons think of the poor sentinel as he paces
his lonely walk in a cold wet night shivering at every blast yet not allowed
to seek a fire or leave his post. and I think you will conclude that it is
not a light thing to be a soldier. But then it is better that your father
should leave you and become a soldier than that you should become slaves
and serfs loosing all hopes of becoming great & good men What pleasure
could I take in raising and educating my dear little Sons and daughter if
I knew that all their future was dark and gloomy that they were not freemen.
It is very painful to be absent from my clear children and their loved mother
It would be cruel to die far away from my loved ones. but if my services
influence the future destiny of my country and my children I willingly yield
them. Life is useless without freedom and independence. Love for my offspring
so far from being a happiness is but torture to me if their prospects in
future are blasted. No Ply little ones I love you too dearly to permit the
ruthless foot steps of the invader to crush out your liberty while I am enjoying
an inglorious inactivity or ease at home. But I expect my little boys had
rather hear of something else besides soldiers. Yet I wish they were here
a short time to see a General review. I fancy that the drill of the little
company or even the grand Muster they had in Cumming would appear like a
very small thing. Just fancy to yourselves that you see Genls Johnston and
Beauregard on splendid horses surrounded by a cavalcade elegantly uniformed
and mounted on fine steeds riding in front of one hundred and fifty thousand
men all formed in a long row with their swords and bright guns all gleaming
in the midday sun while martial music stirs your blood into a patriotic glow.
It is a grand magnificent sight You see an old soldier loves to write of
soldiers it is a difficult matter to write on other subjects because he does
not think of anything else except when he reflects of _______________ Father
mother Wife or children.
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I do not know what my little boys and _______________ angel Anna will
do for a Santa Claus this Christmas. It would be fine if the little fellows
could get up in the morning and find their little stockings full of goodies
and cry oh Shaw it was pa. Pa is old Santa Claus. But I dont think we will
have such a happy Christmas morning, But it will be hard if the old follow
did not come just because pa is not at home. I am sure he need not be afraid
ma would neither kiss him or whip him if she found him in the house filling
your little socks with delicacies. I must try and get the old fellow to call
and see you if I am so fortunate as to see him before that time But he may
be afraid of soldiers and keep out of my way. Pa expects to be at home before
a great while and I anticipate a very jolly time with my darling Sons and
little daughter I do hope my little Danny's neck will be well then as I want
to romp around with him a good deal When I come you must call your little
coperas (sic) company out to drill so that I can show you how an officer
of the Army musters men. I expect you all laugh and talk while you are mustering
and have a merry time generally, But we have very little to say and very
little laughing in our ranks. I assure you.. I will tell you what they did
a few days ago with two members of the Louisiana Tigers for insubordination.
Well these are a wild set of men and may well be called Tigers These two
would not behave themselves at so they were court martialed and taken
out of camp made to kneel down to stakes driven in the ground their feet
was tied to the stakes below their hands tied about the top they were
blindfolded, A file of twenty men were marched out in front of them about
ten paces. Ten of these men had muskets loaded with balls the other ten were
loaded with powder alone. These men were ordered to take aim and fire and
these bad men that would not obey orders fell over dead. But you see I must
quit writing for my paper is about out and I must attend dress parade I hear
my Company calling out fall in and as I am an inseparable adjunct of Company
E. I must close May God bless and protect you my dear little Sons. Be good
little boys do not quarrel Kiss little Anna four times apiece for me.
Your father
s/ J B Patterson
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Manassas Junction Va
Decr 26th 1861
My Dear Family
You cannot well imagine the pleasure I enjoyed a few mornings since on
the receipt of your joint letter. It breathed a spirit of affection that
was peculiarly pleasing to a parents heart. I at the same time received a
letter from Cornelia written soon after the return of Mr Rogers It was an
additional gratification to me to hear the very flattering manner in which
he spoke of myself and I doubt not you were very much pleased with his report.
The opinion of such a man in my favor I value very highly. We expect to occupy
our cabins in a short time as we have been notified that we will get the
lumber for covering &c tomorrow. We have the walls completely finished
and can cover and daub them in a very short time. The weather has been so
very favorable that we have been very comfortable so far in our tents And
I think with the fire places attached they are about as comfortable as a
house yet they do not afford room enough for a large family The Regt. is
highly delighted with the idea of remaining at this place for the winter.
I am not very sanguine in my expectations of being allowed to spend the winter
in a state of inactivity. Much depends upon the movements of the enemy; if
they remain in the field as there is at present a prospect of their doing
we will also remain active and vigilant We cannot and ought not to retire
before they do. You have doubtless seen an account of a pretty severe skirmish
between a foraging party of our men and a large force of the enemy Ours could
not have numbered exceeding 2000 men while the enemy's forces numbered 8
or 10,000 They held a position in which they could maneuver a large body
of men while ours was a confined position in which but a portion of our troops
could muster The enemy was well supplied with artillery and their batteries
were well planted We had but 4 pieces of Artillery and could bring but two
of these guns to bear upon the enemy. It is true there was no decisive victory
both parties retiring from the field simultaneously. We had 40 men killed
and 170 wounded. We took several prisoners and saved our guns. We came very
near losing 160 waggons and teams. Our loss was made so great by the mistake
of a Kentucky Regiment of riflemen mistaking a South Carolina Regt for the
enemy and firing several deadly volleys into their ranks. It is said that
McClellan is certainly advancing and that an early engagement is almost certain.
I think this is the settled opinion of Genls Johnston and Beauregard from
an order read yesterday evening. It was a damper upon the feelings of many
men and demolished many a wind castle of high wrought anticipations of an
early visit to home & friends It was announced in a Genl order several
days since that furloughs for so many Commissioned officers and so many privates
in each company would be issued upon application and we had high hopes of
soon seeing family & friends But I suppose that recent information of
the movements of the enemy rendered it necessary to recall the order I judge
that it is a mere delay and that we will yet at no very distant day be allowed
furloughs for thirty days. I had made my application in writing and felt
assured of success and supposed I would leave for home the first day of February
when I would have three months pay due me making $240 which would enable
me to set you all cat for the year 62. I cannot at present give you any definite
indication as to the time I can get off I am very anxious to see you all
and assure you I will hasten by express to see you as early as I can I would
like to see the face of Samuel Dannie and Anna. I am very anxious to sleep
in those warm places that my little bedfellow proposes to make for me. I
was much pleased with Samuel's effort at letter writing and hope he will
mind his promise to answer by return Mail. I have not received Henrys reply
to the letter I wrote him. I am pleased with the disposition of the funds
I sent you I have not drawn since October the 31st, I gave ten Dollars to
the Charlestonians that had suffered by
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the recent fire, The officers of the l4th Regt held a meeting and made
a subscription it was a pretty liberal affair I was appointed to draft the
resolutions expressing of our feelings but I have since been acting Judge
Advocate of a Court Martial and have neglected to do so The Regt is enjoying
fine health and high spirits the weather is fine and every thing looks
encouraging How long it will last thus I know not It is thought that Col.
Price will resign soon as he is threatened with pulmonary disease and his
friends say that he only desired to be elected to reinstate himself at home.
But if he does I do not know that it will better our case a particle. We
will soon have a Major to elect there are a number of candidates in the field
and I look for an interesting little squabble among little men. I do not
think there is a great deal of military talent in our regiment yet I think
when the tug of war does come there are many men that will make a mark for
themselves. My respects to all my friends My love for you each and all May
God bless and protect us from all evil. Do not be disappointed because I
could not come in January I will come as soon as possible.
Your Husband & father
s/ Josiah. B. Patterson
Write me at least once a week I love to hear from home
S/ JBP
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Davis Ford on Occoquan Jany 9th 1862
My Dear Wife & children
The last time I addressed you a letter I informed you that our winter
cabins were nearly completed and that we anticipated a season of repose and
quiet We were very much pleased with our quarters at that place as we had
daily intercourse with our species and heard and saw many indications that
we were in a land of civilization and refinement. Moreover we had high hopes
of being able soon to visit our loved ones at home But instead of inactivity
and repose in our snug quarters We were ordered, to march to our present
camp to prevent the enemy from crossing this ford. The night previous to
our march a sleet fell covering the earth in a mantle of white rendering
the foothold of the pedestrian rather uncertain on the smooth glass like
surface The morning of our departure a north west breeze was blowing; prove
positive that the breath of Boreas is cold. We struck our tents at an early
hour giving vent to many a deep sigh at quitting our comfortable firesides,
and with a shout alike defiant to the weather, the Yankee nation, and hardship
generally we took up our line of march, During the day many a merry laugh
was borne along our line on the cold breeze excited by the downfall of some
awkward or unlucky comrade. Late in the afternoon weary and hungry we arrived
at our present camp in the woods. The prospect of a comfortable night was
not very encouraging Our provisions and bed clothing had been left to the
rear and it was supposed they could not, reach our camp that night But as
good fortune would have it our hearts were made to rejoice at the rattle
and rumble of the wheels ere nightfall. We satisfied the cravings of of (sic)
appetite with a cold lunch spread down our blankets on the cold earth and
were soon oblivious of friends or foes hardship or enjoyment. During the
night our covering was increased by a fall of snow which now enshrouds the
earth. I have made several reconnisances of our surroundings and think we
could not desire a more favorable position to test our courage and prowess
We are now attached to Hampton's Legion. A gallant Carolinian who with his
command did noble service at the battle of 21st July on the plains of Manassas.
He has assigned us an important position to hold and protect and if the Yankes
should make an attack here I have some hopes that the l4th Geo may make some
reputation We are now without a single field officer present with the Regt.
and are under the orders of our Senior Captain It is but two miles from here
to the house in which Washington married the widow Custis and about 10 miles
to Mt Vernon where he lived and died I should like very much to visit these
localities but it is on the wrong side of the Occoquan at present. We are
about 20 miles from Alexandria and our pickets say they can hear the Yankees
axes distinctly and also the rumble of their waggons. Every preparation is
making here in anticipation of an attack at any early day but I confess I
am incredulous on that point. Our life is as dull as it well can be and there
is no amusement or relaxation from business this winter that I can See. I
thought once that I should be at home before this time But all hope of enjoying
that pleasure this season has now deserted me. Nothing I assure you could
be more agreeable to me _______________a visit home during the winter months
I think I should return to my duties with renewed energy after a little dalliance
with my dearly loved family I do not know when I shall have an opportunity
to forward you money. I have some on hand at this time that I wish you had
as I have no use, under heaven for it in this wilderness and am uneasy lest
I may loose it. All soldiers are not honest men and the loss of pocket Book
with its contents some times happens while one is enjoying the luxury of
a nap I have no disposition to quit the Service of my Country so long as
my family can Snare me It is true I deplore the cruel separation from my
wife and children and would not undergo the sacrifice save in defense of
my loved Country.
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Davis Ford on Occoquan Jany 9th 1862 (cont'd)
I have nothing of interest to communicate my Post Office is still at the
Manassas Junction and I expect will be very irregular as we will not be able
to send up except occasionally My love to you all my blessing on you dear
wife and children Write to me often and excuse any seeming neglect on my
part I am too cold and inconveniently situated to write more at present
Your devoted Husband
& Father
s/ J B Patterson
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Camp on Ocquaquon Va
Feby 15th 1862
My Dear Wife & Children
I suppose you have heard from Lt David and Sergt Kellogg of my safe arrival
at Richmond. I spent one day with them at that place and forwarded you Sixty
Dollars by Sergt Kellogg I was compelled to stay in Atlanta on Sunday as
the trains do not run on that day I there saw Morgan and spent a few agreeable
hours in his society the family was all well at that time he has bought a
farm and intends to devote his attention to it this year. I send enclosed
to Henry his recpt for subscription to Examiner and suppose he has copies
ere this time. I also send Cornelia a recpt for Literary Messenger for one
year.
I am at Camp safe and sound I hope the remittance sent sufficient to meet
your present necessities if not let me know as soon as you can conveniently
I want some one of the 'family to write to me every week. I have nothing
of interest to communicate at present and only desire to inform you of my
safe arrival at Camp. It is now and has been snowing ever since my arrival.
it is about six inches deep and no prospect of cessation. I left home with
no desire to leave my Dear Wife and children but impelled by a sense of duty
to men who had intrusted to my care and Keeping their highest earthly interest
Viz their lives, I should never 'lave- forgiven myself if their lives had
been sacrificed in defence of their Country me at the same time enjoying
the comforts of home and. the smiles of my 'loved ones in conscious security
I am proud of the manner in which my brother soldiers need me in Camp. It
was but an evidence of confidence and esteem that swelled my heart with joy
and gratitude that words cannot express.
If my hasty departure from home seemed harsh and unfeeling remember I
have two families for each man in my company is a son and brother in whose
defense I would peril my all. Write soon my dear family.
Your Husband & Father
s/ J B Patterson
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Camp l4th Regt Geo Vols Va
Feby 27th 1862
My Dear family
I have had no tidings from you since my return to camp. I sent you a letter
enclosing receipts for the daily Examiner and Southern Literary Review But
my mail is usually intrusted to irresponsible parties and I have my doubts
as to whether it is duly mailed. I have enjoyed fine health since I left
home and have enjoyed myself finely It is true I have had duties to perform
but they have been light. We have met with reverses in Tennessee and North
Carolina But it was not to be expected that we could defend a frontier of
such length and avoid invasion at every point A frontier marked by no natural
impediment or obstacle to thwart the approach of an enemy and constantly
varying as new Territory was added to our Confederacy. We could not hope
to defend a Coast of such length without a navy and prevent the landing of
troops upon our Soil. Invasion by the enemy then is only significant evidence
that the war is actually begun. That the struggle for independence has indeed
commenced. While we lament the misfortunes and fate of the inmates of fort
Donanelson there is no cause for despondency. They fought well and bravely
and well might Genl Buel exclaim "one more such victory and I am undone"
True we have lost Fort Donnelson It may be true that Nashville is taken.
But Washington is not as yet fleeing through the Jerseys before an enemy
elated by victory at every point The scalping Knife of the Savage gleams
not as yet in the noon day sun. The lurid flame of the burning dwelling does
not as yet illumine the darkness of midnight The story is not as yet organized
into bands to plunder murder and destroy Are we the degenerate Sons of a
once noble Ancestry. It is not encouragement enough to know that we have
organized a regular government in spite of the gigantic efforts of our foe
to prevent it and that too in the very face of the Grand Army and in a few
days march of their Capital Is it not encouragement enough to know that we
have been successful in every fair open field engagement since the commencement
of the present struggle There are the fields of Bulls Run Manassas plains
Bethel and Leesburg Allegany Mountain and Green brier. These are matters
of history and will remain forever as evidence of the skill of our Generals
and the daring courage of our soldiers. The possession of Roanoke Island
was owing to a misunderstanding as was the escape of the Grand Army at Manassas
on the 21st July 61. The location chosen for the inauguration of Presdt Davis
as well as the time was well selected It was fit and proper on the birthday
of the immortal Washington and at the footstool of his monument we should
reconsecrate ourselves as a Nation to the maintenance of the great principles
of Constitutional liberty which his life time labor was to teach and perpetuate.
If with individuals the crucible of affliction the fiery ordeal are necessary
to develope the highest brightest traits of human character so it must be
with a whole people as a nation is but an aggregate of individuals,, Let
then our reverses teach us wisdom, Our past successes had lulled us into
a false security. Lot us then gird on our armor in these days that try men's
souls. Let every man be up and doing his whole duty. Let every Wife encourage
her husband & man him for the coming strife. Let Mothers emulate the
Roman matron and when asked for her jewels point the Country to her sons.
Let all of every class add their mite to the public weal and our future will
yet be all that we desire. The grand army immediately in our front elated
by recent successes at other points is gradually and guardedly approaching
our line and ere you receive this letter the deadly encounter may have commenced.
I have no dread or fear of the result. Many brave men may perish in the conflict
I may fall but if the sacrifice is necessary for the good of my country the
Victim is ready to be offered up. My blessing upon you my Dear Wife and darling
children if not permitted again to see you or write you a letter. If I fall
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console yourselves with the thought that life purchased by the degradation
of my country and family would be ignoble and contemptible While death in
her defense is honorable. Pray a Kind Providence bless and protect you in
life and at death number you as Jewels in my sincere prayer. May heaven smile
upon and bless my dear loved country and may peace once more be restored
to her borders Write to me at least every week If any casualty shall happen
to me I will arrange it so that you shall hear it immediately. Be not despondent
or low spirited suffer not from a misfortune that may not occur to me I hope
to hear from you more frequently than heretofore. The Company is well without
an exception and in high spirits anxious to break a lance with the enemy
at any hour. We have every advantage of situation at this point and I think
the l4th may achieve a reputation if the fight should come additional pickets
are thrown out tonight and we are on the lookout for our enemy who may yet
move in another direction.
UnworthyHusband
& father
s/ J B. Patterson
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Fredericksburg Va March 13th 1862
My Dear Family
I should not be surprised if my last letter from the Junction caused
you a great deal of uneasiness as I informed you that the enemy was closing
his lines and approaching our forces and that we daily expected the onset.
For several days we hourly anticipated a fight. and McClellan made his boast
that the coils of the anaconda were around us and that the rebellion was
about to be crushed at one fell blow. It was not our policy to sustain this
line as it had answered its purpose in enabling us to organize a regular
government in the very face of our foe. A victory here would have been attended
with no material benefit to us beyond the mere eclat that attends success.
It may be that the ignorant and unthinking may despond and say that all is
lost. That we fear to meet the overwhelming number of the enemy. I look upon
our fall back as the dictate of wisdom That the maneuver will stagger our
foe more than ten repulsed would have done. Financial ruin and ultimate
bankruptcy now stares our enemy in the face and every increase of public
burdens but hastens the monetary crisis and paralizes his power. Invasion
will necessarily increase his already enormous expenditure & the numerous
depots of subsistence that must necessarily be established and guarded will
very materially deminish his superior numbers for field service. At the same
time the resources of the Confederacy will be husbanded in the diminished
cost of subsistence and transportation of our army. While at the same time
a much smaller number will be required to protect certain important localities
than would be necessary to maintain a given line thus enabling us to call
into requisition at any given Point the greater proportion of our well armed
and disciplined troops, Thus you can see at a glance that there is no call
for despondency or despair But if the South is true to herself reposing
confidence in the skill of her chieftains and freely contributing to the
cause of their country every sacrifice that patriotism may demand we may
indeed hope for and confidently expect a speedy peace and a glorious future
of national greatness and prosperity. If we fail some future philosopher
will weep over our ruin with a pathos more profound than that which touched
the heart of the patriot as he wept over the ruins of Palmyra, Rut we shall
not cannot fail unless recreant to the high responsibilities devolving upon
us we yield to dissension and the fell spirit of prejudice and party. It
might not be prudent at this time to suggest the probable destination and
disposition of our forces. It would at best be but a surmise as I suppose
Genl Johnson keeps his own counsel and that it is very likely that he sees
further into this mile stone than I am capable of doing. Yet I have my notions
on the subject. The company is fine health and spirits but a little stiff
and footsore from their tramp to this place The weather is delightful and
notwithstanding we are again without tents having no covering overhead save
the broad canopy of heaven we are comfortable and sleep soundly, eat heartily.
You must write to me at least once a week as I am always pleaded to hear
from you. I do not know that I shall 11 ever receive any letters you may
have sent to Manassas so it will be a good while ere I can hear from you.
Fredericksburg is a considerable place very neat and pretty and must have
a section of productive country about somewhere to support it but it was
not the section through which I passed as that was one continuous pine thicket.
I will expect you to write me immediately upon the receipt of this letter
addressed to Fredericksburg Va. May God bless and protect you all many good
warm kisses for my little ones. Husband & Father
s/ J B Patterson
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Fredericksburg Va My Dear Daughter 28th March (1862)
I address this letter to you personally because you suggested a matter
of importance in your last letter in regard to the purchase of Vicey at the
sale of Samuel Rollin. I would say that nothing could be more agreeable to
my feelings and I know of no impediment to prevent it. I will very cheerfully
pay any reasonable price in cash for the remainder of Rollins interest which
is during my natural life. In regard to hiring her out I would do no such
thing but keep her at home for service in the family. If you can so arrange
matters as to make the purchase do so by all means, and let me hear from
you as to the arrangements you make at your earliest convenience. I received
your kind letter together with one from Henry this morning. I was rejoiced
to hear from home as our mail facilities have been considerably interrupted
and I feared that the imprudent freedom with which many army correspondents
express themselves would debar us from all intercourse with home. I also
received a long interesting letter from Lizzie Cater this evening. You know
I was pleased to learn that upper Georgia had redeemed itself by the voluntary
contribution to ________________public service of so many brave men
_______________ready to do or die in the service of ______________the sunny
South as well as in defence of common humanity. I attended the Presbyterian
Church in town on last Sabbath and for the first time in a great while enjoyed
the pleasure of hearing the commingled voices of males and females mellowed
by the deep tones of the Organ ascend in greatful praise and thanks
giving to the Giver of all good. I indulged many pleasing and some mournful
remeniscences of by gone days I thought of a venerable white haired
father in whose pew I had spent many many Sabbaths. I thought of the old
church in which I was babtizedand the dear old burying ground where reposed
the dust of a dear Mother Sister and father. It has been one life time effort
of my memory to catch some token of that mothers love to recall one feature
of her countenance that I might felle(sic) & know I had in infancy a
mother's love, But the effort is in vain. I feel that my life would have
been a happier one had I known in tender youth the yearnings of a mother's
heart. Oh how fortunate and blessed are those who are permitted to know and
feel a mother's influence. Alas how often do children pain and vex a mothers
heart. My time is all employed at present as I am in command of the company
Capt Lester is unwell and boarding in Town Our Regt is improving in drill
considerably all _______________ time is taken up in that pastime
_______________are reduced to a pretty strict military discipline. We have
been under the command of Genl Whiting and he ordered our field Officers
to prepare for their duties and responsibilities under pain of being reported
to War department Men are beginning to be known by their merits and not by
their trappings. Officers are appointed to examine us strictly in regard
to all our duties and we are drilled under the superintendence of Col Wade
Hampton. So you see the future may yet brighten for the l4th Geo Genl Gustavus
Smith assumed the command of our division to day and we expect to undergo
a searching review tomorrow at ten 0 clock. Our revises(sic) have worked
us much good as we feel the weight of personal responsibility and are preparing
ourselves to meet it like men. There is no exultation on the part of our
foe at our fall back from Centerville and neighborhood. It was a masterly
stroke of Generalship and did our enemy more damage than ten victories at
Manassas. Our future it would not be prudent to suggest But we are under
orders to be ready to march at a moments warning and where I shall be when
you receive this letter I will not say. The Sabbath after I wrote you from
Manassas was one of the most exciting days of my life. I was on Picket duty
and went out with the assurance of _______________fight before my return
from duty _______________armed myself with a trusty rifle _______________felt
confident I should have the of being the first man in the l4th Regt to fire
upon the enemy. After reaching my assigned position volleys of musketry were
heard to my right and left indicating the presence of the foe on other parts
of the line. After some time a musket was fired by one of our
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own pickets on the left of my position I felt assured the fight was about
to open. I was ha command of a brave C. determined little band and we exhalted
in the thought that we were to be permitted to break a lance with a determined
foe. John Hallman was my Corporal and I assure you I felt proud at his cool
determined deportment. I spoke a few words of exhortation and encouragement
to my little band and from the sparkle of their eye I knew I could maintain
my position until our Regt could prepare for the fight. But the firing ceased
in every direction and I was soon informed that the fire of our Picket was
accidental. A heavy snow storm soon set in and all hopes of a fight were
extinguished. I do not anticipate a fight at this place at an early day yet
it would not require a great while for the Yankees to appear in force. This
is a beautiful section of Va and has considerable evidence of wealth and
fashion. Large fields fine houses and good lands The Town is a manufacturing
place ______________ sash and Doors. Paper mill, Large flour mills, Iron
Foundry and c c _______________ drum has beaten as a signal for all lights
to be extinguished but I have begged permission to retain a candle in my
tent until I finish this letter. You meet with many things here to remind
you of Geo Washington Near the city is an unfinished monument to the memory
of Mrs Martha Washington the mother of Genl George. The shaft has never been
elevated to its place The base about 15 feet high is of beautiful white marble
finely polished Fredericksburg proper has about 10,000 inhabitants on the
opposite of the River Rappahannock is Falmouth a pretty village and the residence
of the operatives in the different factories We are luxuriating upon shad
which are caught in abundance here but the demand made by so many greedy
soldiers makes the price pretty steep. But I intend as the season is so short
to indulge my appetite pretty freely. I am very much pleased to know that
Henry _______________made permanent an _______________year I do hope my dear
_______________will employ your leisure_______________reading useful books
________________it an agreeable way of -_______________dull hours and if
you _______________as I have you will find it ____________great advantage
in life _______________so established the young in _______________confidence
as a knowledge that _______________are using their spare moments in fitting
themselves for the duties and responsibilities of after life. I am actuated
by no paternal bias when I say that my Children are all gifted by nature
with talents of no ordinary mould and with proper culture moral and intellectual
may do honor to any position in society. Let not the mere possession of bright
ports beguile you into the common error that you are smarter than others
and that you can dispense with cultivation. I hope Samuel will cheerfully
assist his brother Henry in his highly honorable effort to support the family
I think a years moderate labor will be highly beneficial to him But Henry
must be careful not to tax his powers of endurance too much. I was sorry
to hear of Daniels suffering from toothache and hope that he is over
it ere this time. Little Anna's letter _______________though a strait mark
_______________to me. But I must _______________not heard from David or
_____________they left Richmond. We _______________ for them every day. I
_______________a long letter from Revd W _______________this evening so you
see I was ______________one time. Write to me at _________________once a
week. I will get one occassionally. I do not know when it will be convenient
for me to send you a remittance of money unless some one from the Company
gets a permit to visit home or some friend of the Company should visit us.
I can command about $200 for which I have no use in camp. You must let me
know from time to time what you need and I will try to supply you. In regard
to the purchase of Viccy if you cannot make arrangements to purchase at the
sale you can perhaps drive a private bargain with the purchaser. They may
use some effort to make you pay a very long price. But you must avoid doing
so. Let me know immediately what steps you have taken and into whose hands
you have intrusted the business. If you could get Mr. McAfee to do it for
you it would be well as he is too old to be caught with chaff. I do think
under all the circumstances she will bring much & likely they will not
_______________her out of the family & _______________into
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irresponsible _______________have a bond with _______________for her
forthcoming._______________ Be sure and attend to _______________write to
some Lawyer in ________________ville on the subject as ________________ can.
I have written every _______________occurs to my mind at present it is getting
late and I must prepare the duties of tomorrow by a good nights repose. I
do not know that I shall be able to rest as there is a sick Soldier in the
next tent and his continual groanings distress me. We have several sick men
in our Company The surgeon called in me this evening to make out a descriptive
roll prepartory to sending them to a hospital. S.B. Jones, I fear will die
he is very sick and. I think worse this afternoon. Jessup Johnston is pretty
but I think will be well in a few days. He is unable to march and goes to
the hospital tomorrow morning. WellI have apun this rigmorolsto a considerable
length. You will think it no doubt a very strange letter if you are able
to read it at all as I cannot see very well by candle and I am in a great
hurry. My respects to all enquiring friends believe me to be your Father
s/J B Patterson _______________ bless you all. And _______________, to
meet again in joy _______________happiness honorable peace
_______________disputed independence _______________our happy country now
distracted by war.
JBP
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Ashland Va April 13th (1862)
My Dear Family
I accept this opportunity to inform you of my where abouts and my welfare.
We were ordered out of bed about three Oclock of the night of the 7th it
was raining and the air was very chilly. we took up the line of march without
knowing whither we were going. All our baggage such as Trunks had been sent
off several days before. The rain continued throughout the day and night
and as our baggage waggons were far to our rear. Wet weary and hungry we
spent a sleepless night. Early next morning we again took up the line of
march during this day it snowed sleeted and rained alternately and so it
did during the night Cold wet weary and hungry yet nature must yield so the
men slept and slept soundly _______________up the march which
_______________continued a few miles when Col Hampton ordered a halt and
raised a slight supply of provisions. But we were destitute of all cooking
utensils and must prepare our food as best we can. That evening we were put
on board the cars for this place where we arrived about one Oclock at night.
We are still destitute of cooking utensils or bed clothes as our waggons
are still in rear. You know I seldom yield to difficulties or complain of
hardships. But I will say this march was a tight paper. The men are generally
in good health. I will not tell you where I expect we will go from this point.
Every thing is getting on swimmingly I think and should not be surprised
to hear of overtures for peace in the next ninety days. I do not expect to
be able to write very frequently as we will be on the wing all the time.
Direct your letters to Richmond and write frequently. I read letters from
sister Mary a short time before I left Fredericksburg _______________I used
my best efforts to express Two hundred Dollars but the company would not
take it in charge. If it is possible I will remit you from Richmond as we
pass through that place We are now within 14 miles of Richmond I judge from
indications that we will leave to day or tomorrow as about six trains have
arrived this morning. If my bed clothes and old Cyrus were up I would be
content. I write in great haste and in the midst of much confusion &
tumult. May God bless and protect you all is my sincere prayer. Kiss my little
ones for me once and again.
Husband & Father s/ J B Patterson
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Camp on Chickahominy
June 5th 1862
My Dear Family
I have not heard a word from any one since I left you may well imagine
my anxiety to hear from you. My opportunities to write have been very limited
indeed as we have been on wing ever since my return picketting here and there
and occupying first one and then another position on our line of operations
We have nearly learned to live without sleep and have marched. and laid in
water at night so much that we can say that we belong to the amphibious.
After roving night and day for some ten days we actually had the pleasure
of participating in a severe fight last Saturday May 31st. Thanks be to Heaven
I escaped unhurt though the back of my right hand. was slightly blistered
by a ball and my coat sleeve on right arm cut about two inches below my elbow.
I can assure you we were exposed for a short time to as terrific a shower
of balls musket, Rifle grape and Canister as would satisfy the desire of
the most ambitious seeker of danger. It is indeed strange to me that a solitary
messenger was left to tell how bravely the l4th fought. how untimely and
unexpectedly their death. Alas! truth de _______________the record some brave
ones died many __________________wounded In our own immediate company
_________________Cullin J Otwell and T A J Armstrong __________________killed.
W. E. Rogers M. N. Taylor, Sa___________________ George Light,' O. P. Woodliff
wounded. Our company did itself __________________actually halted at the
command ______________ stood and contested the field in
___________________superior and concealed foe had__________________
________________ on the right and left, But as the right and left continued
to fall back and we were unsupported and in the face of a deadly fire we
likewise retired. We _____________twice and approached the battery but it
was so __________________ ascertained that we did not have a sufficient force
_________________a prudent disposition of the forces engaged to succeed.
Charge after Charge was made and continued until darkness closed the fight.
We remained on the field until near day break when we were relieved by the
arrival of fresh Regiments and retired to another position which we maintained
all clay Sunday. We had but little to eat and no Sleep from Saturday morning
until Monday We gained a splendid Victory over our foe in the two days fight
bagging many valuable stores my Mess secured a Yankee tent under which we
now take shelter It is light and convenient requiring no waggon for its
transportation lie are still on the line and as soon as the weather
will permit the contest must be renewed. We have no fear for the result.
Many brave ones must be sacrificed for the preservation of Richmond. from
a Vandal horde. Blood will flow copiously and cheerfully in its defense.
If I fall my dear family grieve not for me. May God bless and protect us
grant us a happy reunion in a free and happy country is my sincere prayer
_______________his will be done. I dare not stain the _______________of my
family with the taint of cowardice _______________ _______________ me. I
write in haste
Husband & Father
s/ J B Patterson
_______________ _______________to Richmond. We are now in Genl _______________
________________ ade all Tennesseans except ________________ is from Texas
_______________by W. E Rogers he starts Monday _______________write as soon
as you receive it.
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Camp on Chickahominy 13th June (1862)
My Dear family
It will a month since I left you tomorrow morning and still no letter
from either of you. This makes the third I have written during that interval.
I suppose you have by this time received the remittance of one hundred and
fifty Dollars sent you by Mr William E Rogers,. My health has been very bad
for several days past owing to physical exhaustion and constant exposure
in the swamps bordering on the Chickahominy, We had been doing constant picket
duty at the very point where the battle commenced for some ten days and nights
previous to its commencement and have been similarly employed at the late
battle ground until yesterday morning when we were sent to the reap to refresh
our wasted energies. The weather has been unusually cold and wet We have
had no shelter save what we could lug on our shoulder, no bedding except
what we transported in the same manner. Our rest has been short and frequently
disturbed our meals scant irregular and badly cooked as we were allowed but
little fire and Cyrus our cook was at our baggage camp. When standing we
were in a bog of mud, when lying down to refresh ourselves in sleep we were
in a pool of water Constant excitement added to the uneasiness of our condition
as an occasional explosion of a bomb in _______________indicated plainly
that we were within the range of the enemy's battery. While the whistling
balls of the enemy's infantry pickets warned us to keep both eyes skinned,
I suppose you have seen a list of the casualties in the l4th Regt Geo Voij
as it was published in the Examiner. It is not recorded that the Staff Officers
of our Regt behaved very gallantly on that occasion or that their acts of
daring heroism was at all complimentary to themselves or evidenced any remarkable
skill or Judgement as commanding Officers. But truth and justice will sustain
the declaration that the Subordinate Officers and privates exhibited as much
calmness self possession and daring as was ever exhibited by veterans in
the face of a concealed foe and in the immediate range of so startling and
terrific a fire. With an impetuous and daring leader in whom the Regt had
implicit confidence I believe we would have been in possession of that battery
in ten minutes. But the order to fall down and fire was given instead of
forward double Quick Charge our troops calculated the danger and faltered
But it is certain that the battery was not taken although charged by troops
from every State in the Confederacy. I never spent a more miserable night
in my life We had double quicked three miles to participate in the fight
so our underclothes were complete saturated with water. We had to wade a
large pond of water to reach the enemy this pond was filled with fallen timber
logs tree tops bushes &c the water was up to the hips.Darkness closed
the fight Said to be the severest of this revolution, The enemy retired to
his camp and we bivouacked on the battle field. The cries and moanings of
the wounded were heard long after night fall. Our company was scattered here
and there but a small fraction of the Regt could be paraded Rumor said we
were cut to pieces. Cold wet Languid Mourning my missing comrades uncertain
of their fate I spent that night after AD battle of the Seven pines May God
preserve me from another night like that, But I cannot condense my thoughts
and feelings into the space of a letter. Waco the final struggle rill core
off is unknown I hardly think McClellan will make a fight here if can avoid
A. But he may nevertheless without any hopes of success for the moral effect.
If in command of air forces I would not permit him to remain in a quiescent
state where he now is many days at a time. I am restless of delay and long
for the approach of the final struggle here. I have no doubt of success How
is Henrys wheat and how are you all getting on. Write once a week at least
to Richmond A until further orders. Husband & father
s/ J B Patterson
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Camp near Richmond Va
July 12th. (1862)
My Dear Family
It has been a long while since I have enjoyed an opportunity of writing
to you & equally long since I have enjoyed the pleasure of hearing from
you as your letter per Mr. McAfee miscarried and has not been received. My
powers of endurance have been exerted since my return to Va to their utmost
capacity It would seem almost incredible to any one save the old Veteran.
But thanks to God, though weary worried and sick I am yet able to communicate
with you and enjoy the social converse of friends.
After seven days of hard -marching exposure & want during which period
we fought four battles in all of which our company took an active part I
got sick leave of absence to old Camp near Richmond. I have an attack of
diarrhea attended with a slow fever I am weak and worn but think I am improving
daily and hope soon to rejoin my company.
On thursday the 26th June we crossed the Chickahominy at Meadow Bridge
It was a dangerous and hazardous enterprise but the success of our forces
in repelling McClellan depended upon____ turning his right flank at
Mechanicsville.
This position strong by nature was improved & strengthened by all
the appliances of Art and science. About four Oclock we made the assault,
our Regt being the first to engage the enemy in connection with a Louisiana
Battalion and the 35th Georgia, The 45th 49 Georgia being our reserves and
supports. Darkness closed the fight about nine Oclock at night. We did. not
scale the walls or mount their fortifications but we were so close they saw
we would do it at day break and they left during the night. Thus the right
wing of McClellan's grand Army was broken anddriv(sic) and his right flank
left assailable at any and every point. Soon after day break of 27th we took
up our march in pursuit of the enemy every footstep was marked with deserted
pits________ and, fortifications that yesterday gleamed with the glitter
of bayonets Guns pistols Sabres Knapsacs Haversacks Canteens Shoes blankets
overcoats Scattered all along the road indicated that the Yankees were in
a hurry to get to some place of Safety. Soon the smoke rising from their
burning Camps were visible and as we approached we discovered that waggons,
provisions guns medicines in fact every thing that could be fired they attempted
to burn yet much of these were saved by our forces. When we arrived in
neighborhood of Cold Harbour at about ten Oclock occasional firing was heard
in our front between our Skirmishers and enemy's pickets and Scouts still
we advanced about one mile beyond Gaines Mill Shell and Shot began to rain
in our midst. From that till night the battle raged. Gen Lee said such fighting
had no precedent Pray God in his infinite mercy save me from ever witnessing
its equal in severity or continuance We again held the field and Camp of
the enemy. On Saturday we stopped to take care of wounded& to bury the
dead.
Sunday morning took up line of March and recrossed Chickahominy Marched
till____ ______ time monday and fought the enemy ________ ________ Oclock
at night lay on the battle field _____ Took up the march again -next morning
from dinner time till ten Oclock at night the enemy in a terrific and bloody
_________.
Our Company was commanded by ________ _________and Self on the 26th we
had Wm _______ Love Humphrey Andrew Youngblood _________ ___________ H H
Miller and W Broadwell Killed ___________________Lt David very slightly wounded
Aaron Hollundo twice Cyrus Little lost a foot
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27th none killed John Jones wounded in head
Wm Boyd over right eye very slight
30th none killed Seth Mullins slightly
1st July no casualty in our company
Our Regt is entirely exhausted and worn out It has been doing many heavy
and constant duty since I rejoined it I do hope for humanities sake they
will let it retire and rest awhile at some healthy Camp Kiss my little boys
Samuel and Dan for me and do not forget my little pet Anner I wish to see
you all now worse than I ever have Since I have been in the Service I do
not think there be any more fighting around Richmond for a great while Would
to God peace was declared I have seen death disease and Suffering enough
to satisfy any ambition but I am too weak to write much more May God bless
and protect us and enable us to meet again on earth is my Prayer
Husband & Father
JBP
__________________________what has become of Cornelia & Henry I
__________________________ they might write me a short note __________ionally
But I suppose they are busy_________________. Ervin was with me last night
to______________________________ I met Lt Charles Campbell one ________________
on the battle ground I had some________sation with him but cannot say that
__________________him .
Thos. Cater paid me a visit ____________ twenty days since at my Camp
I did not know him. He is very sick at Hospital and did not participate in
the fights but his Company suffered very much I met old Bill Shaw he was
badly wounded We are now in J R Anderson Brigade on A.P. Hill's Division
Husband & Father
s/ J B Patterson
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Camp Gregg Va.
April 21st 1863
My Dear Family
I came off of picket this morning It has been raining so incessantly
ever since day light I expect to escape the dull drill I have concluded to
spend a portion of the time in communion with my absent but loved ones I
have no news of interest or importance. Every thing is monotonous, dull,
on the Rappahannock. We supposed Curing the winter that fighting Joe Hooker
would pounce down upon us so soon as the weather would permit him to do so
But we have had a spell of delightful spring weather the roads are firm and
hard yet there seems no disposition to move on Hookers part We as a matter
of course are waiting for some advance or movement on his part. The truth
appears to be that the Yankees are under the impression that want and gaunt
famine, are staring us in the face and they have nothing to do but wait till
our short stock of supplies are exhausted When like Bracketts Coon we will
come down without the loss of powder or lead their part. In the course of
our conversation with them while on picket yesterday They said we could not
march twenty miles as an unfed soldier was useless Also that we had detailed
a large portion of our army to fish and gather wild onions to support the
balance. They also asked us when the women in Richmond would make another
rise. It was quite amusing to hear them talk at this rate. It is now thought
by many that we will be inactive the greater portion of this year The Yankees
do not seem inclined to advance and they will not be likely to leave Genl.
Lee in this immediate neighborhood of Washington City The truth is the Yankees
do not know what to do or which way to go. This point, Vicksburg, and Charleston
presents a problem that they can not easily solve. We expect to move our
camp in a few days to a point nearer Guinea Station where wood -will be more
abundant and convenient than it is here I should not be surprised at all
if we stay in this neighborhood for several months to come thus adapting
a new camp is itself ominous of our story My health is very good indeed I
have had a bad cold recently but it is getting nearly well. Last Sabbath
I visited Fredericksburg to see Lieut Charles Campbell . I found him enjoying
good health and comfortable quarters His brigade has had the use of the dwelling
houses in the city during the winter months I had the pleasure of reading
some of his letters received from Mother Sisters &c. His sister Bettsie
must be a clever girl in the way of talent I have not seen a better letter
in many a long day Charles was suspended from command and his pay stopped
by sentence of Court Martial for two months He is now in command and. is
receiving his pay. The charge against him was absence without leave . He
went Home during that absence . I have not seen Thomas Cater in some time
He was well at last accounts. Henry is getting on very well his health is
very good and he seems cheerful and well contented. . He is prompt in the
performance of all his duties as a soldier I review all the old battle fields
at Fredericksburg during my visit I was over the entire ground from one end
of the line to the other I am fond of visiting old battle grounds Capt Lesters
trial ceases this evening It will be sometime before the finding of the court
is known as Genl. Lee must review and approve the sentence before it is made
public . But my impression is that the sentence will not exceed a reprimand
of the Brigadeer Genl or Col of our Regt. It may not amount to that The Company
is enjoying fine health with the exception of sore arms from Vaccination
Many of them have been excused from duty on that account, The matter used
was not pure and genuine Many cases in the Regt have been very severe All
are doing well at present. Rogers is improving and will start for home in
a short time on furlough. It will be some tire before he is capable of doing
duty We have been drilling in skirmish drill for some time past and as Lieut
David is on Court Martial I am the only Commissioned officer on drill it
is pretty tough to do all the drilling & when
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Camp Gregg Va. April 21st 1863 (cont'd)
a fight comes . [Let] somebody else reap the honor, But so the world
wags and if I can be useful I am satisfied. b There is an effort on foot
in the Army to nominate and run an Army Candidate for Governor It is time
perhaps for the army to show the cautious Guard at home its power and influence
in comeing political contests. With a sound Man and a Conservative platform
I think there is every prospect of success but I do not ally myself with
this move until I see what is up.. If it is a trick to hoist some pet of
party into place I will give it no countenance On the other hand if it is
a device to oppose some strong man without clue regard to public good I am
out from under. There is to be a preliminary Meeting in our Brigade tomorrow
evening for the purpose of organization after which time the move will have
some definite character. Many will stand aloof fearing for the personal
popularity as some men have made so little reputation in the army as to be
compelled to unite what little popularity they have in the array to what
they can propetrate of public sentiment at home so the world wags Some men
never can forget self for one moment, No matter what is at stake Give my
respects to Col Erwin Moore Mathis &c Kiss the children for me and believe
me to be your; until death I write this in great haste fearing I may be disturbed
and not finish this uninteresting Scroll Henry sends love to all. Tell Anna
Pa would like to see her very much and kiss her and sleep with her one night.
But so it is I am away far away May God have mercy on us and preserve us.
Samuel Ellis of our Company joined the Baptist Church last Sabbath and was
baptized in afternoon M L Clark joined the Methodist Church same day There
has been quite a number of members received into the Baptist Church recently
we have baptisms every Sabbath evening nearly
Husband & Father
s/ J B Patterson
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In Trenches at Fredericksburg Va
June 8th 1863
My Dear Wife and children
As I have an opportunity I will pen my weekly letter one day earlier
than usual. I have nothing of a public character to communicate that would
be sufficiently full and specific to be satisfactory to you. There is a
demonstration in progress but its object is obscured in a mist of uncertainty.
We have been in line of battle immediately in front of a heavy force of the
enemy for two days & nights but except skirmmish shooting matters remain
as we found them upon our arrival. It strikes me that the enemy is acting
upon the defensive without anticipating an agressive movement. The recent
maneuvering of Genl Lee is well calculated to produce the impression on their
minds that we intend an advance. We left our old camp friday night about
ten Oclock and arrived here at day break. I left Henry at a Mr Roans about
half a mile from cur camp where I have been boarding him for several days
-He was very weak and feeble but had had no fever for several days and his
bowels were pretty well checked. His furlough for thirty days just came in
approved that evening. I called as we left and furnished him with funds and
advised him to start home on Saturday morning if he could hire Mr Roan to
take him to Guinea Station and get his transportation and put him on the
train for Richmond. He was doing very well Saturday morning and told John
McBrayer that he would start for home that day. I shall be a little uneasy
about him until I hear from him again He required no treatment but stimulants
and care in his diet but I fear that the exposure and excitement of the trip
in his weak condition may give him a backset. But I told him if he could
not stand it to report to some Hospital in Richmond till he was able for
the trip and then to have his furlough dated up. I received a very kind letter
from Cornelia on yesterday dated June the 1st I am pleased to hear that she
is satisfied with her new situation But she must not suppose that she is
to meet with no discouragements or opposition in that locality unless she
is highly favored human nature is pretty much the same every where and self
interest a predominant trait in old Adams family. Her rates are too low for
the times and not at all in proportion to her board bill per month. I hope
however she may do well the spirit she exhibits is very commendable But I
regret very much that you are left so much alone at a time like this My expenses
are necessarily much heavier than they have been heretofore and Henrys sickness
has cost me a good deal in the purchase of stimulants delicacies board &c.
I hope he will be able to give you a little lift when he gets home as I gave
him sixty Dollars, I will make you a remittance as soon as I can possibly
do so. My back pay as first Lieutenant dates back to November 4th. So you
see I have taken one step up after about two years hard service. I was
complimented by the board of examiners on my proficiency in military affairs
and Col Folsom voluntarily came forward and Vouched for my character and
good conduct on the battle field. David now commands the Company as Capt.
He is on a visit to Richmond to see his mother and a brother who was wounded
in the late fight at Chancellorsville. Lester is Lieut Colonel of the Regiment
and there is quite a squabble as to who shall succeed him as Major. Capt
Yopp the senior Capt waives his right to the promotion after going before
the board and learning that there would be a strong protest against him.
Capt Kelly the next in the line has been before the board but he is far more
objectional than Yopp and an effort will be made to stay his promotion We
of the l4th have resolved if an officer shows the white feather he shall
not rise in our midst. It is about one c clock Monday and all is quiet our
pickets and those of the enemy are about one hundred yards apart. Yet they
are quiet as the best of friends. We killed quite a number of their pickets
on Saturday morning since which time there has been no firing on either
side.
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In Trenches at Fredericksburg Va June 8th 1863 (cont'd)
The weather is very cold for the season It is also very dry here and
the dust drives before the wind in a manner not agreeable to the eyes May
God bless and protect us all to meet in safety at the old homestead in a
land of peace and freedom is my constant prayer. Tell Dan and Sam I say to
stay about home and be good boys and to keep out of the branches and mill
ponds Kiss Anna for me and tell her to be a good little girl. Write often.
My rule is to write every tuesday. I will answer Cornelias letter before
long if I can find material I borrowed this sheet of paper to write on as
my plunder is all with the wagons several miles off
Husband & Father
s/ J B Patterson
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In Trenches at Fredericksburg Va June 8th 1863 (cont'd)
The weather is very cold for the season It is also very dry here and
the dust drives before the wind in a manner not agreeable to the eyes May
God bless and protect us all to meet in safety at the old homestead in a
land of peace and freedom is my constant prayer. Tell Dan and Sam I say to
stay about home and be good boys and to keep out of the branches and mill
ponds Kiss Anna for me and tell her to be a good little girl. Write often.
My rule is to write every tuesday I will answer Cornelia's letter before
long if I can find material I borrowed this sheet of paper to writs, on as
my plunder is all with the wagons several miles off
Husband & Father,
s/ J B Patterson
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Orange Ct. House Va.
18th. August 1863.
My Dear Daughter
I received your letter yesterday evening I was surprised to hear that
you had not heard from me in nine weeks, You must attribute the failure to
the irregularity and uncertainty of the mail for I assure you I have written
you several long if not interesting letters within the time specified You
remark upon your failure to receive letters regularly from me that you do
not know what to make of me. I am sorry that after so long and intimate an
acquaintanship I am yet a stranger and a study to you. I was much pleased.
to learn that you are so very pleasantly situated & that your school
was so very promising. I hope it may continue so of which I have no sort
of doubt or misgiving in case discharge the high responsibilities devolving
upon You. Lot calm reflection control your conduct and conversation rather
than the momentary impulses of blind passion or prejudice. When I inform
you that I am in good health and tolerable spirits I will have exhausted
my stock of interesting information as every thing here is quiet and dull.
We have been at our present camp about twelve days & the circle of our
duties are made up of eating and sleeping. We now have an hours drill from
seven to eight 0 clock A.M. and another from five to six 0 clock P M The
first drill in school of the Company the second in skirmish drill. Lt Paxton
left for home a few days since he was detailed while unfit for field service
to duty of collecting absentees from the Army of Northern Virginia in the
state of Georgia. I had a pleasant time while Paxton was with us. He is so
very kind and cheerful. I sent the family by him One hundred and fifty Dollars
which I hope will enable them to live more bounteously than you supposed.
I do not wish them to live scantily while it is absolutely necessary that
they should practice a rigid economy. I suppose that poor families generally
are hard run and do not have that variety and abundance to which they are
accustomed. This is one of the contingences in every revolution. I am sorry
that it is thus But the greedy avaricious Money maker is responsible for
it and I hope the day will come when a just retribution will be visited upon
all such as have amassed money in this war by extortionate speculation. Your
cousin Robert Campbell was killed at Vicksburg. He was shot through both
hips. There is no prospect of an immediate fight on this line Genl Meade
shows no haste in advancing upon Genl Lee In fact it is believed by many
that he is falling back on Washington City. Many think he will not advance
on this line at all but change the base of his operations to the-Peninsular.
There is a quarrel up between Lincoln and 'Gov Seymour of Now York that must
ultimately work us good if neither party backs down. But I have little respect
for the firmness and presistence of any Yankee Statesman and think it will
be compromised. The Regiment and Company are in excellent health. There is
no member of our company present reported on sick list The boys are coming
in from the hospitals and we make a respectable turn Gut on parade. Lt Rogers
started a furlough this morning. I should not be surprised if several of
the boys were at home before long as there is an order permitting two in
every hundred men to be furloughed for thirty days I do not know when I shall
be at home. This is the season I would prefer to come on account of fruit
melons &c But while in command of the company I have no hopes of getting
off. I must close If Henry left home at time specified in your letter he
will be here in a few days. I want to see him very much if he is able for
duty May God bless you my Daughter and when you fail to hear from me do not
attribute it to negligence or indifference for I assure you my feelings are
those of An Afft Parent
s/ J. B. Patterson
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Orange Ct. House Va August 23rd 1863
My Dear Family
It is a beautiful sabbath morning though from present indications it promises
to be a very warm day. The air is so still that the lightest leaf scarcely
trembles and the sun is shining with unclouded brilliancy. Our Camp is unusually
still even for a sabbath morning. The usual inspection is over and the Majority
of the various Regiments composing our Brigade have gone to the Rapidan to
witness the administration of the ordinance of Baptism. There is considerable
interest on the subject of religion in our Army at present and many are
connecting themselves with the church. Our chaplains are very active and
zealous and their labors appear to be signally blessed. One of them remarked
in my hearing a few days since That the Amy represented not only the patriotism
and chivalry of the Confederacy But of the deep toned piety and chastened
Morality of the nation. We have had preaching nearly every day since we have
been in camp and prayer meetings in each regiment at night In reference to
war matters every thing is dull and quiet. There is no prospect of an immediate
collision of arms and the impression prevails in the best informed circles
that there will be none in Va until the latter part of November if even at
that time Meade must necessarily recruit and strengthen his wasted and exhausted
forces ere he can assume offensive operations. Lee is also using every energy
to recruit his forces in preparation for any emergency that may arise Our
Amy is in excellent health very few cases reported on sick list and those
of a very light character . We are well fed and well clothed and shod with
but little duty to perform. We drill in school of the company from seven
to eight Oclock in the morning and either skirmish or battalion drill from
five to six in afternoon We also have dress parade at six and 1/2 Oclock.
From what Cornelia said in her letter from home dated the 10th inst I have
been expecting Henry for several days but he has not yet made his appearance.
As his certificate for extension of time has not been received I shall continue
to look. I suppose Lieut Paxton arrived at home in due time as I received.
a note from him notifying me that he would leave Richmond on same day . Cornelia
wrote that she had not received a letter from me in nine weeks. This is the
fault of the mail arrangements as I have written her several long letters
recently. I have been very punctual in my correspondence of late and I will
continue to write once a week so long as I can do so. But it is a difficult
matter to manufacture a letter when we are stationed at one camp for any
length of time, I am glad to know that the people are recovering from their
recent fit of despondency. So far from the downfall of Vicksburg working
us any material damage it is likely to inure to ____________________ The
siege cost the federals immense treasure and loss of life and holding it
will be a costly investment of filthy lucre while the Mortality will be appaling.
"All things work together for good to them who fear the Lord" I am in excellent
health and enjoying myself as well as circumstances will permit I do hope
we will be able to prevent any real suffering for necessaries of life in
the family at home. This is all that renders me the least anxious or uneasy.
I will send you all the funds I can spare from time to time as opportunity
offers. John Hallman will come home in thirty days I will try and help you
again at that time be of good cheer and May God bless you all is my prayer
Kiss the children for me I will try to come home after Capt David returns
to the Company before this then is no hope for me to succeed
Husband & Father
s/ J. B. Patterson
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Camp near Orange Ct. H. Va Sept. 13th. 1863.
My Dear Son
Enclosed you will find an extension of your furlugh for thirty days.
I have no news of a public nature to communicate Every thing is quiet in
this section and likely to continue so for some time. We have had quite a
number of gala day parades recently. Brigade reviews Division reviews and
Corps reviews. Our entire Corps was reviewed by Genl Lee day before yesterday
it was a grand and imposing scene. No idle pageant. Genl Longstreet and Corps
is gone to Tennessee or rather Chatanooga and I anticipate a speedy and glorious
change in the aspect of affairs in that section. That Army needs some one
to teach it when & how to fight. When they learn the lick we do it with
in Virginia Rosencrans will not advance when and where he pleases Charleston
is maintaining a proud defiant position. I do hope and believe that the fight
at Charleston will but begin at the point at which fights of a similar character
have left off heretofore in our history. God grant that she may stand like
Mt, Atlas Firm and unshaken when storms and tempests thunder on its brow
and oceans break their billows at its feet. Not for its commercial advantages
for seaport towns arc of no value to us in our present condition but to
disappoint the bitter hate of the enemy against that doomed city Well its
attack is costing them something and their success is uncertain. We had a
delightful fall of rain last night I know it will conduce to pleasure and
I think will improve the health of the Army. It has been very dusty and dry
for some time past There are and have been several cases of fever in our
Brigade some even in our Company Hallman had an attack he is well again Solomon
Olevitt was very sick yesterday with congestion of the liver. He was treated
very promptly and is much better this morning. I hope the case is broken
up. Sanders Light was taken with chill and fever day before yesterday he
is much better morning He is yet under the influence of medicine taken last
evening. I hope he is over it. The rest of the Company are all well Hallman
will be at home about the last of this Month I will send Ma some money by
him. Our living here is very dear at present and I see no hope of an improvement.
McAfee and Thompson had a difficulty night before last it did not amount
to much but is contrary to good order and military discipline They agreed
to let Col Folsom adjudicate the matter He has done nothing with it as yet
Say nothing about this publicly God bless you all Write often I am called
off to duty
Father
s/ J B Patterson
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Camp on Rappahannock Va Oct. 31st. 1863.
My Dear little Sons
Sergt Hallman arrived safely in camp Thursday night bringing me a very
welcome letter from Samuel. I supposed Dannie would have written to me- if
he had acquired the art of penmanship. I was glad to learn that you were
all well at home as my only anxiety is for the welfare of my loved ones at
home. I have no news to write you at present as every thing is very dull
and quiet here lie have recovered from the fatigue of our late March up to
Manassas and back again. We occupy _____ camp and have done nothing for a
week past. Water is very convenient but we have burned up all the wood in
reach and will have to haul our future supplies Some of the officers have
built very neat and comfortable chimneys to their tents but we have delayed
building one to ours for fear we might move and thus loose our labor. The
reflection that we are permanently located for the winter is too pleasant
to indulge as yet., the season not being sufficiently advance to make a military
movement impossible. We have pretty well given up the idea of having to go
to Tennessee to assist Genl Bragg we think here that things are progressing
there very well without us and we have some hopes that Genl Thomas, the successor
of the dutch Rosey, will soon be compelled to leave Chatanooga. His position
with its surroundings can not be a very pleasant one. It is raining this
morning and the dark gloomy clouds threaten us with a wet day. We will have
to crowd into our tents and remain cooped up all day if it continues to rain.
A good many of our noble heroic soldiers are barefooted at this time, fortunately
the weather is not very cold and they are not called on to do any duty. Poor
follows I pity them But I had rather be in their place than to be at home
shirking my duty though clothed in scarlet and fine linen. These men do not
complain or murmur, but are gay and cheerful knowing that the government
is doing all it can to supply their wants. The boys of our company are all
well and high spirits. Mr Claywell is a little sick he is the only one
complaining in our Company. The boys had a gay time last night. A fiddler
with his fiddle and another man with a banjo came into our camp to perform.
The boys enjoyed it to a very late hour of the night. You would hardly have
supposed that these men ever felt fatigue or knew what care and trouble was
or that they felt any very great apprehension of being subjugated by the
Yanks We get plenty to eat and exercise every faculty of the mind in devising
new ways to cook it for the sake of variety The boys get off some fine pots
of soup I assure you. If the ladies at home do not mind the soldiers that
return home will be able to beat them in the art of cookery. This is a very
desolate country now though it has once been a pretty and fertile region.
The Yankees have burned all the houses nearly and the fence rails and destroyed
the crops The people here have a hard time of it to live. The people of Georgia
complain a good deal but they know nothing of the hardships of this war as
compared with the people of this_______. The Virginians are a Noble patriotic
people Ma asked me in her letter if I voted for Col Bell, I did that very
thing and did more than merely voting. I used all the influence I had for
him. I am glad to learn that he is elected but sorry to think that such a
Man as Ezzard is Senator from our district at a time like the present. I
fear too that Hawkins is our 'representative. The times call for bold determined
men in the Legislative hall No soft wishy washy legislations will meet our
case I do not know whether I will come home Christmas or not the expense
of the trip is so great. But I want to see you all very much and it is likely
I will come about that time, It is almost a year since I saw any of you.
I got to the Regiment on my return from home my last trip on the first day
of February. I must have left home about the 26th January. The expenses of
the officers have been very heavy this year. They have not been able to save
much money for the use of their
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Camp on Rappahannock Va Oct. 31st. 1863 (cont'd)
Family. We think Congress will do something for our relief Either furnish
us rations or increase our pay. Why should a Captain get more than a Lieutenant.
Many of them are Men of families But I must close this letter It has quit
raining and as it is the last day of the month have an inspection and Muster
preparatory to making out our pay rolls. There are now four Months pay due
the men of the l4th Geo Regt. It will be paid in a few days I expect, I sent
Ma fifty Dollars by Hallman She does not write whether she received it or
not & I wrote in my letter to her that I only sent thirty five I gave
John Hallman two Dollars to buy tobacco for Mrs Erwin. He was in such a hurry
to home that he did not make the purchase in Richmond. He says he handed
the Money to Henry. Tell Mrs. Erwin that I have not forgotten my promise
yet. I went over to see Capt John Erwin the other day but he had gone home
on furlough. I was glad to know that he had got off home at last. I know
his family will be so proud to see him I have not seen your Cousin Thomas
Cater for some time he was as fat as a bear the last time I saw him He is
detailed Sergeant of ordinance and stays with the wagon train and not with
his regiment. I have not seen any little boys or girls so long that I have
for gotten how to write to or talk to them. They are all driven out
of this section of the Country. You ought to see our nice straw bed We use
one blanket as a sheet and cover with two blankets Capt David McAfee and
myself sleep together Now My Dear little sons I must bid you farewell the
order for inspection has been given May God bless you and preserve you from
all evil is my constant prayer. Be good boys obey your Mother and do all
you can to assist her Be kind to your little sister Anner and teach her to
be a good little girl Kiss her for me tell her If I see old Santa Claus I
will tell him about that doll. Write to me very often I have been looking
for a letter from Sister for some time I have not received any thing from
her in a long time Remember me kindly to Ma and sister and tell them write
to me often I am always glad to hear from them, Adieu
Your Father
s/ J B Patterson
If I come home I will try and bring you the powder and caps A squirrel
stew with dumplins would be very agreeable Look out for the powder and caps
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Camp Near Orange Court House Va March 17th 1864.
My Dear Niece Lizzie
It has been a long long while since I have heard any thing directly from
you or your family. My company is out on picket duty and I am alone in quarters
so it will be a favorable opportunity to reopen the channel of communication
that has been so long interrupted by untoward circumstances The silence on
my part was not chargeable to cold hearted negligence. It was not suggested
or maintained from any estrangement of feeling. It does not argue indifference
or forgetfulness. It is on the contrary due to the troublous times in which
we live To the roving unsettled varying life of the soldier. I regret that
I did not receive your kind letter forwarded through your brother Thomas.
My brigade has been in the field the entire winter. We have seen no rest
or quiet. At the time he received it we were detached from the division and
were on duty in the Shenandoah Valley. In the Mean-time he received a furlough
and visited his home in So Car He left the letter in question at home . I
wish it was before me that I might reply. without it I am bewildered. I do
not know what to write. My embarrassment does not proceed from a paucity
of Material to work on; but where so much can be said on so many various
themes it is no easy task to determine what point to select as a beginnings
What subjects to elaborate freely. Which to merely touch by a delicate hint.
To one so deeply imbued with the true Southern Spirit as yourself I need
not recapitulate the progress of our existing struggle as the press always
eager to create sensation has made the past historical. As to my family affairs
you are nearly as conversant with them as I am myself. The family was all
well at last advices. I have not visited home in fourteen months. I am very
anxious to see my loved ones. But the section in which they live is considerably
tinctured with disloyalty. They entertain a deep seated hatred for the original
Secessionist. I belong emphatically to that original panel and if I am a
traitor all States of the Confederacy have solemnly in Convention decreed
treason. Lizzie I have no fear of bodily harm if I were to visit my home.
These Villainous grumblers and croakers know me too well for that I do not
know that they would breathe a breath of discontent in my presence. But I
do respect the injunction contained in the Sixth Commandment. I could not
listen patiently to words that are treasonable in import. I pray not to be
led into temptation; to be consistent I remain away. Would that the discontent
in my adopted State were confined to the ignorant., the debased worshiper
of gold, the intensely selfish. I fear it is not thus. I am not well posted
in regard to current events in Georgia as I do not see the papers published
in the State. But the press of Virginia is critisizing a paper known as the
Georgia platform. If it is the platform of 1850 it has served its day and
is no way applicable to existing affairs and those who are discussing its
Merits and demerits are about as sensibly and usefully employed as a certain
class of politicians who are looking back at past legislation and telling
us how our present troubles might have been avoided and the Union preserved.
I cannot think the allusions are to that old obsolete platform. I do not
know that Joseph E Brown has called an extra session of the Legislature that
in his Message to that body he demands that they sternly rebuke the legislation
of the recent Congress. That a resolution has been presented to the effect
that an offer of peace be presented to the Lincon dynasty after every victory.
Has Georgia discovered new terms of settlement? Is she willing to treat with
the North upon terms of compromise? If so I have mistaken the character of
her people and I know full well that the noble patriotic body of men that
represent her in the field will spurn with contempt any term of settlement
less than an independent nationality. If the Statesman of Georgia are leading
off in opposition to the Administration It is
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Camp Near Orange Court House Va March 17th 1864 (cont'd)
unfortunate indeed at this time. Congress impressed with a full sense
of its responsibilities has done all that could be done under existing
circumstances to prevent national bankruptcy. To restore confidence in the
ultimate good faith of the nation, To reduce a redundant currency which was
nourishing a reckless spirit of speculation to a limit commensurate with
the real commercial wants of the Community. To fill up and strengthen the
ranks of our depleted armies. To secure public safety from the wily intrigues
of the false pretended friend, From the evils of a present traitor. it has
suspended the writ of Habeus Corpus under rigid limitations and restrictions.
What is there in all this that demands stern rebuke. What is there in all
this that threatens the overthrow of State Sovereignty. I must confess to
an obtusity of mental acumen if these complaints are well founded. But grant
that they are, Grant that the great bulwarks of State Rights and individual
privileges are seriously threatened. Struggling as we are for a common existence
is this the time and the occasion to settle distracting questions. Let us
win and possess rights national state and individual before we vex our brain
in settling discriminating lines of demarcation But I am running wild. in
the field of politics as if I were in communication with a hard shell politician.
I recollect myself and beg your pardon for the uninteresting digression.
I have spent the winter as I before said in the open field. The Shenandoah
Valley is a beautiful -delightful section of the State. It is doubtless the
result of some great Natural Convulsion in the early days of old Mother earth.
It is bounded on the East by the Blue Ridge and on the West by the Alleghany
range. These two immense tangos were doubtless combined in one and were disrupted
and torn asunder by the convulsion alluded to above, Thus forming this rich
productive region. This valley is very extensive as well as productive Reaching
from the Potomac on the North to the line of Tennessee on the South. It varies
in width from four to forty or fifty Miles. I can see no reason on earth
why a resident of this Valley should emigrate. The pike nearly in the centre
of the Valley and running North and South through its entire length is studded
here and there with considerable towns. A mere traveller unacquainted with
the immense resources of the region might well wonder how these places were
built up and supported. At one of these Towns, Harrisonburg I spent three
weeks very pleasantly indeed. I was detailed as Provost. I formed many very
agreeable acquaintances both Male and female some young some old some older.
If I had been a widower I would have married a settlement in the immediate
vicinity of the town. as it was I was compelled to forgoe the rights of
citizenship for a while. I am afraid that I will have your pardon to beg
again before I get through this letter. But it is said and even reduced to
record
“That a little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest
Men”
I When I commenced a description of the valley above I intended noticing
several cureosities in its bounds but I found it would require another sheet
of foolscap so I branched off. I will say however that Wiers Cave one of
the great natural cureosities not only of Virginia but of the world is located
in this valley in the vicinity of Port Republic. I must refer you to a
description written by Porte Crayon On my return from the valley to take
our place in our old division we encamped the first night on the summit of
the Blue Ridge in the midst of snow storm. It was beautifully grand but the
surroundings were not suggestive of comfort, The quiet foot falls of the
snow flake are too low and indistinct for a lullaby that induces deep sleep.
I saw your brother Thomas yesterday evening he is in good health and high
spirits. We are now encamped near each other he promised to visit me in a
day or so. I opened my masked battery yesterday on the whole family.
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Camp Near Orange Court House Va March 17th 1864 (cont'd)
I wrote to A Giles brother James &c. I have heard nothing from brother
John or any of his family in a long while I would write to sister Mary but
I do not know where to direct my letter every effort I have made to get a
letter to her has proven a failure. Give me her address and when you write
to her tell her to write to me sure. Henry has recovered entirely from the
effects of his wound and is here with me He weighs One hundred and seventy
five lbs. Much heavier than I ever was. Cornelia is teaching I expect If
not she ought to be I sometimes think that she is a little tinctured with
discontent. I fear that the original enthusiasm of her parents ardor is somewhat
cooled down. But poor Girl she loves me dearly and it nearly takes her life
to be separated from Me. If her advice or request was compulsory I would
be at home all the time I must close. Write soon and often You must not expect
me to be punctual as I cannot be so. My opportunities are limited My very
best love to your Ma and the rest of the family. And May God bless you all
is my prayer. Be sure and write to me regularly. I will reply as I can Forgive
the uninteresting character of this letter if you please